I'm Not Your Innocent Ex-Wife Anymore (#Wattys2018)

Feelings and Thoughts

Travis POV

Things were not back to normal after Clair and I last conversation. I wish I could tell you that everything was fine between us, but that wouldn't be correct. The truth is that it cause a gap between us, our relationship was never perfect it had its ups and downs just like any other couple. But this was new territory I don't know quite know what to expect.

I was hoping that the new baby on the way will bring us closer together as a family and it sort of did. It just didn't fix the whole issue

I gave her some space to think, but I also wanted her to know how much I regret not telling her. So for the time being I am actually working from home which has helped at little bit. I am also helping more around the house, since we felt that after everything that happened we couldn't really trust some of our own employees, so we decided to let some of them go.

I know that is not gonna fix anything, that's why I have decided to show her my love in a more traditional way, instead of buying her a diamond necklace or ring, I have decide to write her a poem. Instead of taking her out for lunch, I have decided to cook for her. Instead of telling her I love her, I have decided to let my actions speak for themselves.

Clair POV

What can I say that you don't already know. That I am still crazy in love with him, after everything that happen. That I wish that this baby on the way could be the glue that holds this family together.

I know you might think I am crazy, why am I still wasting my time on him?
But the true is that I can't helped it, every action he has done so far has pull me close and close to him.

How can I blame him for something that happen a long time ago?

How can I deny my heart?

I don't how much longer I can hold without him touching me. And I don't mean it in a sexually way, I mean it in the way that I want him there next to me; pulling me as close as he can and telling me he wouldn't never let me go.

I know how pathetic I must sound right now, but hey the heart can't lie.

I am gonna try to hold on a little while longer, just to make point across. But I wouldn't cross my fingers if I were you.

Lissa POV

Officer Thomas has come and visit me a couple of times, I wouldn't lie he is starting to wake something inside of me, that I have long forgotten.

How could I not be falling for him, he is the perfect guy in every way.

I just wish that I had met him before I had met Travis not after.

I am afraid to get my heart broken again, and for the time being that is not a risk I am willing to take.

I just wish that when I am finally able to fully commit to someone, it wouldn't be to late.

Thomas POV

I wouldn't deny my feelings for Lissa, I know is to soon to say that I love her, that is why I am telling you guys and not her.

But I am going to wait as long as I have to, I don't care if I have to wait a lifetime to be with her.

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