I'm still crying and pondering each day over this person I lost. My first real crush'. I think about it at night and that's the only reason I'm doing this... Because I don't have anyone to talk to about this thing... and if I do tell someone I lie. But I was thinking... there is no one on this planet that will love you the same way you love them. No one. And I have figured that out many times. I know... someone that was close to me... lived this boy so much but everyone but her could see that he didn't really love her... he was clearly using her. And I will never forgive the kid. The only one that I think loves me the same I love them (close enough) is my dog. The dog is THE BEST EVER!! And idk what I would do if I never had him. He truly is my best friend... but I wonder... if he could understand me... would he still love me the same. I guess I'll never know! BTW!!!! if somehow my "crush" somehow finds and reads this... 🖕 you have made my life hell and I hate you! But I would be down to talk if you want to.
