Lying (Ryden one-shot)

//Lying//

I ran my fingers along Ryan's arm.

So soft.

I'd missed his touch, I hadn't touched him since he was in the band.

He wasn't in the band now, but that was okay. He was okay, I was okay, Panic! was okay. Everything was fine. Especially Ryan.

He smiled and leaned closer to me. Our lips were almost touching, I could feel his warm breath on my face. It smelled of mint, the scent I just now realized I missed so much.

I smashed my lips to his, and entangled my fingers into his soft hair.

So soft.

The kiss got more heated, I pressed him down on the hotel bed and pulled away momentarily to pull his shirt off. I admired the body I knew so well with my hands, my eyes closed and lips pressed roughly against his.

I wanted to tease him.

I pulled away and straddled him with my legs, sitting up and pulling my shirt off.

"Is it still me that makes you sweat?" I said in a low voice, before pressing my lips down to the special part of Ryan's neck. Ryan moaned and I smiled. "Am I who you think about in bed?" I began kissing down his body, stopping at his black skinny jeans. "When the lights are dim and your hands are shaking as you're sliding off your jeans?" I may have tweaked the lyrics, but just for Ryan. He moaned as I put pressure on him. "Then think of what you did, and how I hope to God she was worth it," I undid his belt and pulled off his jeans and pants.

I stroked him with one finger, he was still as soft as I remembered far too well.

So soft.

He moaned again, making me smile. I licked his slit, making him moan louder this time. He tangled his hands in my hair as I bobbed my head down as far as I could. I decided to do what he loved the most. I took all of him in my mouth, licking and sucking him, making sure to give him the pleasure he deserved.

"F-Fuck B-Brendon, I-" He came into my mouth with a loud moan. I pulled my head away, making sure to lick the slit once more.

I crawled back up to his face and kissed him hard. He licked my bottom lip, asking for entrance. I opened, and our tongues moved in sync until Ryan got tired.

"I love you, Brendon," Ryan mumbled, falling asleep.

I pressed a kiss to his forehead and kicked off my jeans. "I love you, too, Ryan." I whispered, cuddling closer to him and falling asleep.

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a/n lmao this is shit I can't write smut idc whaterr. c: this note doesn't make sense ok byesies.

xo

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