Chapter 3

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I opened the door to my house with tears threatening to spill.

"Clove? Is that you, darling?" My mom went down the stairs and stopped when she saw the state I was in. 

She walked towards me slowly, "What happened, baby?" she caressed my cheek. 

I looked up at her holding back tears that were threatening to roll down my cheek. Shaking my head I walked upstairs to my room and shut the door. I was half expecting my mother to come up here and ask me what was going on. But she didn't, thankfully.

Staring at the ceiling I got lost in my thoughts.

I have to join the FBI.

I'll never see my best friend again.

My dad isn't even here for me at this time in my life.

I'm hungry. Again.

I closed my eyes with those thought racing in my head. Especially the last one. 

Will anyone in the field like me? I'm a stupid twelve year old who likes Ben & Jerry's. WAIT. I shot up from my bed. I have to be fit when I join. That means....

Oh. My. God.

No more junk food.

I slowly walked to my bed and took a pillow. Taking a deep breath I let out the loudest scream possible into the pillow. Luckily it was muffled so my mom couldn't hear me. I plopped right down on my bed and sighed. This is too much pressure for me.

I stayed like that for a while. Just thinking, until I closed my eyes and feel asleep with one last thought:

Fuck my life.

~~I'M SORRY. Please don't kill me cuz i haven't uploaded and this is a really shitty chapter. I will make it up in the next one but this one just focused on her thoughts. The next one will be better, I promise. Also, I've been busy lately so I'll probably be publishing once a week or maybe twice. Bye bye and if you liked this chapter please vote!! :)~~



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