Unheard

chapter 5

The last two weeks have been the worst days of my life; literally. Maddy still refuses to talk to me , my so called uncle is on my throat , my dad's stupid hoe decided to come say hello last Tuesday, oh and like a cherry on top my dad sexually abused me yesterday.

You know that feeling when you wanna cry but the tears don't come out and you just sit there feeling your heart breaking and tearing into countless shredded pieces? ya that's exactly how i feel right now.

It started a month after my uncle raped me. He came in drunk that night and decide to let out his sexual frustration on his daughter. I forgave him thou thinking he was just on the influence of alcohol but then he did it again,and again, and again and each time it feels like a wound opening getting opened again.

I tried telling my mum countless of times of each time i try i just couldn't find the right words and i just couldn't bear breaking her heart , i mean the wounds he gives her physically are enough i just cant give her mental break down.

I think i should tell Maddy why i hate my uncle and told her he was dead cause she has been my best friend since i was 9, she has always been there for me but , i don't know to tell her everything and am not just ready for that now and it will get her worried.

I kept rolling and tushing on my bed deliberating whether or not to tell Maddy and then i decided to give her a call , she picked on d third ring

Hey Maddy

Hey

So uhmm i was wondering maybe if we could meet up? i wanna talk

Sure when?

Like now

Am kinda busy but ok

so see u at munchino?

Sure

Ok bye

Bye

I take a deep breath
"you can do this" i say to myself am finally going to tell her everything.
I stand up from my bed quickly and put on a skinny jeans wit a loose top and quickly rush out of the house.

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I sat on our favourite table at munchino and few seconds later maddy walks in with a huge smile as always but it fell a little immediately she sees me, well ofcourse i knew she was still mad at me.

I wave her over
" hey "she says sitting down

" hey thanks for coming"i smiled

"so wat do you wanna talk about?"

"uhmmm first do u want anything?"i ask trying to distract myself a little

" not at all. Sooo......."maddy says raising a brow at me "wat do u wanna say?"

"ohh that,ya " i take in a very deep breathe.

" This is it kaarine just tell her its alright she is your best friend "i say trying to comfort myself.

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Am trying as much as possible to make the chapters more lengthy i promise the next will be more than this

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Harwhy❤