Two months after the accidentally kiss I've started to.. have some feelings I didn't knew I had. I sometimes caught myself staring at him cleaning. Sometimes he even talked to me while I just stared at him without hearing a word he said. When we were cleaning dishes I accidentally did it again.
"Hallo? (Y/N)?!" He yelled and I woke up from my daydreaming. "Why do you always do that when I'm talking to you!" He laughed.
"Wait, what? Do what? Sorry?"
He stared laughing again and I didn't know what to say and just started blushing. I grabbed a kitchens towel and started drying the wet plates.
"You haven't been yourself lately," he suddenly said. "What's wrong?"
I looked at him and saw the worry in his face.
"It's.. nothing," I sighed. If he didn't even know I wouldn't tell him. Because if he don't know it must mean he doesn't feel the same.
He gave me a smirk.
"Is it that kiss? Is it really bothering you that much?"
"It's not bothering me, it's just.."
I froze. What was I gonna say?! I couldn't just let my feeling go all out.
"Just what?"
"I.. I.."
"Just tell me," he smiled.
I couldn't hold it in forever. I just had to shout it out right now.
"I liked it!" I yelled and shut my eyes.
I kept them shifted because I didn't want to see his face. How he thought about how he was gonna friend zone me. I didn't want to.
"Just say something," I almost whispered with my eyes still closed.
Nothing.
Perfect. I had ruined our friendship. Our laughs and smiles. I had ruined everything. I felt how the water started to fill my eyes. I wanted to open my eyes, but it was too scared.
"You know," he said with a friendly voice.
I shook my head slowly.
"I was afraid to let you know, but.. I didn't look at you the same since that day."
I finally opened my eyes again and saw how he stood there with a tomato red face and a smile.
"What do you mean?" I asked.
"I mean I'm in love with you."
Shit! I didn't know what to do know. Were we friends, couples or what? Suddenly he grabbed my hand and pulled me closer to him. I wrapped my arms around his waist and for a moment we just hugged.
"Jim.." I muttered into his chest.
"Yes?"
"I'm in love with you too.."
And for the first time I finally understood my feelings for my friend, Jim. He wasn't just an accidentally kiss. He was my future kiss.
