I've always been afraid of chasing my dreams for one reason; I dream big. Every time I had an idea I always tried to minimise it and tell myself to be realistic. I reminded myself of my age and all the other factors that can work against me, seldom focusing on those that can work for me. Before I realised it my mind was in distress. I constantly had this feeling like I wasn't achieving my full potential. that I had more to offer to myself and to the world. I felt somewhat empty.
To try and resolve this problem I decided it was time for a little quiet reflection, time to take things up with the big man above. After what felt like an eternity of praying and asking I finally figured it out. He answered me, I was afraid of my dreams and this fear hindered me. I had something to offer the world, something people needed. I was not just creative because God had some extra creativity formula left over and decided to give me some.
I had a purpose.
Now I've decided to not let the size of my dreams hinder me but rather, to use this as motivation to push myself forward. I've decided to stop using my age as an excuse or my lack of certain resources. My goals won't walk to me, I have to fight to get them and that is exactly what i'm going to do.
I am aware that things might get hard, and that might want to give up and that there will be a million and one setbacks but that won't stop me. I have a vague idea of what I want I am going after it.
hugs, kisses and brocoli,
BB
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