Life is not about blaming the heaven on the tragic storm that happened in our life rather than it’s all about knocking on Gods’ door and asking him to dance with you in the rain.
We all have myriad of memories and pool of retentions-the sweet and sour feeling, the bad happenings and the worthwhile as well as the complicated experiences.
It was around 5:30 P.M. when I decided to walk for awhile on the seashore nearby our house.
As I looked into the East, I saw that ball of fire lying in its mysterious sanctuary. Its luminous effect to my eyes gain so much attention, attraction, and delightsome as it came to lounge from the world of perception and uncertainty.
The chipping of the birds as the cold breeze blows making those towering coconut trees to dance, crystal-clear water rushing towards me, It seems that my world pause for a while and let me experienced the best of nature-it’s all about perfection.
Minutes had past; my feet are still racing to one another. I saw a young lady, smiling, staring, and waiting for me in the end of the shore. There, I run towards her-it’s my girlfriend-my sweet disaster. I didn’t expect that we would cross paths in the midst of the dark. (Few days ago we’ve quarreled because a lot of issues and rumors is slowly destroying our relationship; no communication and even his/her friends doesn’t talk about her to me and I don’t knows if she’s okay) it’s because I miss her presence so much; her hands that caressed me every time I lean in her lap, her soft lips when he kisses me in my cheeks and sometimes in my lips, her warm hug every time that I am down and everything of her that made me misses her so much. So I hugged her as tight as it seems that there will be no another day to come, sun to shine, and flowers to bloom. That moment I grasped the opportunity to walk with her facing the world just me and her. My world seemed to be coming together after a long time that it is shattered because of that moment full of overflowing love and care between me and her.
In the middle of our walk we stopped because of the sudden change of weather. With the clashed of thunder and lightning my precious disappeared beside me. By that moment my cell phone rang at the same time, a message appeared in the screen and as I read the message my tear drops slowly fell, miseries and agony started covering my whole soul. I look around the shore to find her still not accepting the truth but there was no one around but me, standing alone in the middle of the shore under the rain. Then I realized what happened a while ago are only my imaginations, my fantasies, and an illusion which is the product of my sorrow and sadness.
And there I was crying along with the lone some breeze of the wind. Tears come rushing down from my weary eyes like the vigorous water on the stream. I shorted for light again but no one and nothing answered what I begged. I lost everything; everything that used to make me happy and esprit but now she’s totally gone.
The rain together with my tears fell down. It’s too late to say sorry for all the imperfections, mistakes, and unfinished obligation to her as a boyfriend. It’s too late for me to say and show how much I love her and how my world change as she came into it.
Nothing left to see, nothing left to feel, pain and hatred reigned in me.
Life is mysterious; there will be ups and downs. Express what you feel before it’s too late for things that you need to do and feel to do. Life is sometimes unfair; things happen unexpectedly.
Losing a gem in your life is definitely depressing but we must accept it so that we can continue life’s long journey. It is only a test on how strong we are; always remember that everything happens for a reason. Life is what we make it. Make most of it. Don’t let those tragedy ruin your life instead stand-up, enjoy life and together we will soar high dancing together under the rain.
Now after so many years after that tragedy, I’m no yet married at the age of 75. I’m still waiting for her to take me to heaven and reunite with her again. And in there we will continue our endless walk of true love.
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