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i became pregnant after that night, that's why you didn't see me for a few months after that hook up.

it was a beautiful boy...he has similar features to you. taehyung could feel a smile that once formed on her pink lips.

by the time im recording this he'll be one years old. taehyung smiles at the thought of him being a father, since he never really had a father growing up.

but you were never there for him. he pauses the player, stunned at the sudden coldness and hostility from her words. he then replays the tape and you can hear small noises in the background.

shhhhh...baby it's okay. she coos quietly, causing the small noises of discomfort to diminish. you weren't there and it saddened me because i knew you didn't do commitment.

so i stopped seeing you, i stopped keeping in touch with you because i knew if you found out about him you would leave me; so i needed to leave you before you left me.

life was bearable for a few months, but then i started seeing you around town when i never did. i started seeing you at places i frequently visited.

so i stopped going to those places too, but then i realized you were a frequent customer at where i used to work at, so i quit after a few months of that realization.

i then got into a relationship, it was nice at first. he treated me and chinhae like any sensible person would in a relationship...

but one night he came home drunk, drunk off of the cheapest beer you can think of. he then beat me till i couldn't stand.

that one night became a reoccurring thing... she breaks off for a little, he even forced me to marry him.

i became kim sojourn, the woman that was used relentlessly and beaten to a love she didn't want.

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