Well this is a vent book so I guess depressing shit is okay.
So I wanna die right? Well I had a nightmare about an hour ago in which I died and I woke up crying. So I guess I can't die cause I'm scared of death. Fun.
My parents were speaking at a reasonable volume in the next room but my brain was like "fuck this, they're being L O U D" so now I'm listening to music to block out people talking quietly.
I think I'm becoming super sensitive to everything so that's great.
Welp now the voice in my head is telling me that no one who reads this wanted to know this or cares in the first place.
My boyfren is still asleep so I guess I'm stuck here wallowing in self hatred and sadness for a couple hours.
Haha I wanna die :')
