(This is actually me being in a messed up situations, having a lot of messed up thoughts and realizations. That's why it's a bit confusing.)
Thoughts of Emotions
Why can't I be happy?
Just like how the sun smile when it's sunny.
Why do I have a frown?
I can't even turn it upside down.
Tears builds up in my eyes,
And I don't have any idea why.
My chest tightens.
Just how my eyes look frightened.
To something I don't know,
It's like there's something that doesn't
want to show.
Just like how I hide my feelings,
That I don't want to let out freely.
Coz I don't want them to know that I'm hurting.
Cause I know they'll just ask me 'what is happening?'
And I don't want that to happen
Because all I can say 'it's nothing'
That will lead them to have a question in mind.
The kind of question that I won't be able to answer.
My eyes are getting red,
Because of the tears that it created.
Why does it hurts?
It hurts to see them give you all she have?
Instead of me being happy.
Why am I not happy?
Why?
Why can't I be contented to the things I actually have?
I feel so selfish, I feel so bad.
But at the end of the day,
'I'm happy and contented" I'll say.
i realized some people will say that
'Life isn't fair"
But think of it, Sometimes we are the one whose
Making our lives to be unfair.
We can't do anything about it.
So all we can do is to deal with it.
By: Reignfia3002
-REIGNFIA-
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