"Why?" I ask turning off my beeping alarm clock; that's waking me up for another day of school. I dreaded school because there's always a chance for someone to see my black and blue bruises. What would the person say? What would be a good excuse for them?
I quickly get dressed, pulling down my sleeves to hide my bruises as much as I can. I grab my backpack and walk down my stairs quietly. I see my awful father on the couch surrounded by alcohol bottles.
"Great, now I'm gonna have to pick those up when I get home" I whisper to myself. I quickly get out of the house before he wakes up.
"He wouldn't be like this if you were here, would he?" I say looking up at he sky. I began my journey to school; hopefully I'm not going to be late.
I take this chance to smell the refreshing air, watch the falling leaves, listen to the crunch of dead leaves that I'm walking on, and run my fingers against the trees. The only part I like about school is walking to the school and to my house after. So, before it starts and when it ends. I prefer to walk, it helps me think and get away from this terrible world. I took a picture of my hand running down the bark of the tree. It looked authentic . I liked it .
Finally I walk into school and to my locker to get my books, walking quickly hoping I wouldn't make eye contact with anyone .The next thing I know I accidentally run into someone and my books are on the floor.
"I'm sorry, I wasn't looking" I tell them and lean down to get my books off the white tiled school floors .
"It's okay, I wasn't looking either" he said and helps me pick the books up. "What's that , on your arm ?" He asks looking at my arm. I look down and see that my sleeve came up revealing a bruise. I quickly pull my sleeve down and stand up with my books I just picked up off the floor.
"I-I was walking home yesterday and I accidentally hit my arm on a pole. I'm really clumsy and apparently I don't watch where I'm going" I tell him talking quickly. "That was believable right?" I think to my self as I walk away .
"Oh okay, well I'm Hoseok, sorry for bumping into you" he said as I was walking away .
I stop walking and turn around and say "I'm Yoongi, sorry for bumping into you too. Anyway I should get too class, nice meeting you Hoseok" I say and continue fast walking towards my classroom. I sit in my seat and let out a breath that I didn't know I was holding.
"That was too close" I tell myself, "I'm gonna have to be more careful.
The teacher walks into the classroom and starts talking you know about the usual . Blah blah blah. I wasn't focused on him though . I was just thinking about hoseok .
"He's cute." I think to myself as I sit there "listening" to the lesson.
Before I know it the second period bell rang and I snapped out of my trance I apparently kept the entire period .
The teacher stared at me as I walked out ."I think he might of noticed I wasn't paying attention.
I don't really care though . As long as he doesn't tell my dad." I thought to myself , "that would be bad, he would be so mad ."
I tried not to think about it to much but I couldn't help myself .
Between 3rd and 4th period I went to the bathroom. I set my backpack down and went into the stall.
I left the stall and saw hosoek standing at the sink . He noticed me in the mirror and turns around and says "oh hey yoongi." I replied quietly "hey" trying to act annoyed .
Being annoyed is my personality . Or at least I thought it was . Until I met hoseok . Just his face makes me happy.
But I can't make it seem that way so I hid my blush and waited for his reply.
He seemed disappointed. I was too. He says "well im gonna go , I'll see you later ." And in his amazing , peppy voice he says "bye yoongi" as he walks out of the bathroom .
Once he left I went back into the stall . And . I cried .
I hated having to act like I don't want him.
But if I do then he will for sure know that I like him . Not just as a friend .
Then I heard the bell ring . I ignored it , considering I have 4th period with hoseok which I didn't even notice . "Ughhh" I scream internally as I get up , out of the stall.
I was 5 minuets late to class . My teacher told me to go to the office and get a tardy slip so I rolled my eyes and went .
When I arrived in the office they told me since that was my 3rd tardy in the last 2 weeks that they would need to call a parent .
They asked me my dads phone number . I handed it to the principal . Practically shaking in fear of the thought of going home .
She dismissed me back to class and when I walk in I see Hosoek . He just sitting there . "Why does he make me this way?" I think to myself . Holding back tears .
I went through the rest of the school day worried . I didn't want to go home .
When the last bell rang Hoseok ran up to me. He jumped out in front of me and said "Hey yoongi !" He scared me so I jumped .
He replied giggling "Oh sorry I didn't mean to scare you."
I replied quietly "it's ok . I gotta go home . I don't want to make my dad madder that he already will be ."
Hosoek concerningly replied "oh." He gave me his number and says "you can text me later if you want to but I gotta catch the bus so I'll see you tomorrow !"
I turned to see him running out the door to catch the bus . I blushed and slowly started walking home .
[A/N : Hey guys this is a group ff with ChimineeJimin , ( -wtfjikook ,-wtfjikook ) and Holywater4sale they are amazing writers and the person in parenthesis is our cover maker , she's great at making them ! But yeah hope y'all like it !!! 💖💖💖]
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