i cut myself today. i know ashton hated that i self harm, but it's hard not to. it's an addiction, and i'm well aware i have many addictions.
ashton, self harm, spending money, lying, the list could go on.
fuck this actually though, every time i sit down to write about ashton i get upset. why did my fucking white suburban mom therapist suggest this anyway?
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dear diary • cashton ✓
Фанфикthis is my diary, and i've been told to write about ashton. so, here it goes, i guess. since i have to. tw: mental illness (bpd), things related to mental illness, swearing - copyright 2018 © melissa