Just some shit thoughts

Is (happiness) worth it?

Is it worth it?
Is loving you worth it?
Is knowing I'll likely lose you worth it?
Is going through the pain worth it?
Is being happy worth it?

Sure there's no doubt now.
Sure there's no troubles now.
Sure we say we love each other now.
Sure it's all roses and cuddles now.
Sure we're happy now.

But what about when doubt troubles?
But what about when it's less exciting?
But what about when you start to fight?
But what about when it gets more real?
But what about when happiness falls?

Maybe I'm thinking too much.
Maybe this won't be like past times.
Maybe the words on your lips are true.
Maybe I need to believe this will work.
Maybe I should just be happy.

Is it worth it?
Is loving you worth it?
Is facing future hardships worth it?
Is risking deception worth it?
Is being happy worth it?

A/N: Hey guys sorry for not posting for a while.  Been dealing with a lot of personal stuff and trying to get my life better together lately.  Kinda crappy like usual but it's late I'm tired and those two together with a side of anxiety create too many thoughts.  So I wrote about it.  Note of advice: hug someone today (or tomorrow depending when you're reading this) with their convent of course or if you think they really need one.  Okay I'm feckin tired and probably rambling so goodnight children