There's a difference between being happy and being distracted from sadness. People can give you a distraction. You can honestly feel like the happiest person in world and once they have to leave or go the sadness is still there. While writing this I got a text from the dude I'm talking to and I got an attitude with him earlier and I apologized and no he's acting like I did something wrong like I fucking said happiness is a distraction it's temporary don't rely on other for your happiness period. I don't feel like writing anymore rn cause I'm so upset to the point were I don't wanna sleep and can't eat so I'll update you guys later or something bye.
