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I'm hard to miss. My sharp, hetero-chromatic eyes and dyed hair.

My hair is a natural blonde, but my dad made sure everyone knew I was his child too. As far as I knew. He was going to dye my whole hair a bright red.

I hated the colour red.

My mother was a nice woman. She had a slim figure and at least pretended to care about me.

I always have a note one me, so when I decide to die, or possibly find a friend,

everyone will find out everything about my beliefs and parents.

My cruel life.

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I'm sorry. I, Shiro Riri, will put my heart and soul into this letter. This will be my suicide note and the note they will read at my funeral.

I feel lost and unloved. My parents hate me and I have no friends. I wish things were different... But they're not.

I have to forgive and forget , but it's too hard. Everyday I tell myself tomorrow will be better. I'm just lying to myself.

Even as a 5 year old, I can understand I was a mistake. My parents hate me. I can't undo my past but I can change the present for a better future.

If I ever get a friend, maybe I'll show them this. Maybe they'll understand. I feel as a child of heroes, I'm expected to be one. My life is an all-time low every second. I want to become a lawyer. Not a hero. Maybe I'll become a villain just to spite their stupid ideals. Maybe then I can be free...

What is a hero? What is a villain? Do heroes actually do heroic acts outside of the public... Are villains still villainous inside of their homes?

I bet they're just misunderstood.

Maybe I can't understand anything because I'm too young. But does age really matter in the future of our world?

So what if I'm short?! So what If I'm alone!

I'd rather die free than live as a slave.

So what if I'm broken? So what if I'm just a mold in their image?! I just want to be myself! Not some stupid replica of those god forsaken people I'm forced to call parents by the shackles of society.

I'll listen for now. I'll be a good puppy. But I hope I will be free one day.

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'I always keep this note with me, just in case I need it someday. Just in case someone manages to break through my facade and become my friend.

It'd be all I've ever wanted, a friend; even if it's just a single person helping me...

I'd be the happiest I've ever been...'

Shiro didn't know her life would change in middle school all the way up to high school and then she'd be happy again.

She'd have everything she's ever wanted, and more...

Maybe, You'll read on or maybe you won't; I don't choose for you.

But, if you really want to see how her story begins and ends,

I suggest reading on.


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"People call me strong. But honestly, I'm the weakest and the most breakable person you'll ever meet." - Shiro Riri

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