The Way I See It

The Game

Where to begin. I'm hot, tired and generally pissed off. So I thought this would be a good time to write another chapter of the disaster that is my life. And because I'm feeling the way I am I won't be thinking straight so fun.

This is gonna sound very petty and I'm going to look back and want to kick myself for saying this but I feel like I don't get much independence. I'm allowed out on my own to see friends but my parents need to know every single detail and if I'm a minute late then they get pissed at me.

I know they're looking out for me but at times I feel like they're just restricting me from acquiring more knowledge of the world and people in it. To me life is just a big game but even though I'm playing I still need to purchase DLC to enjoy the full experience.

Apparently I'm too weak and stupid to learn of the wonders and piles of shit this place holds. And it's just giving me a headache. I want to be out, I need to stay in. I want more experience, the reason for no is that I'm to inexperienced. It just feels like a giant piece of bullshit and to be honest I'm tired of playing.

The game I'm playing has many features to it. You're able to gain awards by building up your likeness meter with friends and family or lose access to them with just a few wring options.

It also comes with mini games that can become addictive and distract you from the main story. But it could give you experience that you use in the main game. The aim of the game is too defeat all the demons and monsters but I don't have the correct strength to beat them all right now.

There is one particular mini game I've become quite hypnotised by. It's called romance. It's quite fun and intoxicating and I love it. Compared to other players my ability to play the this game was below average. It scared me too much. But I've got past the first level and now I can't leave it alone.

The game itself is called life. I think of it as a video game because it makes it more bearable knowing there is an end and goal I can aim for. But emotionally it's so much more. You can't feel love for a video game and especially a mini game. But finding a girlfriend was not only surprising but has made everything else easier. And made it worth it.

If you're finding this dull I don't blame you but this is almost like a therapy. So I'll continue to do it. And if you're feeling down and depressed just message me on Wattpad and I'll do my very best to respond and try to help.

(I've been told that I'm surprisingly good at listening and talking. Somehow)

Bye

P.S I took the photo above and just found it pretty