I never loved you » Chae Hyungwon

Chapter XXIV

Song of Chapter:
idontwannabeyouanymore - Billie Eilish

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I notice I'm laying in Hyungwon's room.

Wait.

Hold on..

Hyungwon's room?!

I get out of the bed confused, he is not laying in it.

Did I went to his room y myself?

Why didn't I wake up?

I'm so mf confused now.

I put on the first shirt I see, but I'm not gonna wear just a shirt.

God damnit.

I am only in a shirt and underpants.

Ugh fine, I walk to Hyungwon's closet and open it.

I see mostly suits, not surprised by that.

Then my eyes land on something better.

sweatpants.

I take one and put it one.

I walk to the mirror and see me in the reflection, I look ugly asf in these clothes but I just need to make it to my room then I can get in better clothes.

I open the door of the room and stick my head out to see if someone's around, no one..

Okay, the thing I have to do now is get out of this room and run to my room.

You can do this Jiwoo.

I get out and close his door silently.

okay.

1.. 2.. 3..

Run

"Jiwoo!" I was just starting to run as I head his voice behind me.

I turn around nervously.

"Umm. why were you in my room?" He asks.

Hyungwon puts his hand in the pockets of his suit.

I clear my throat.

"That uh, I don't know how I ended up there." I tell him.

"Make sure it won't happen again, and.. are those my clothes?" He asks and I look down at my outfit.

"Maybe?" I say.

He nods slowly and turns around again.

HYUNGWON'S POV*

THAT NIGHT

I lay in bed, a bad dream.. again.

Ever since Mia left me, I had bad dreams.

Mainly because I did bad things back then.

I wish I could turn back time but I can't and it's killing me.

I wish I could tell this to someone.

To Faith.

I know her name is Jiwoo now but I'd rather call her Faith.

I get out of my bed.

That place is a horrible place.

Only in my bed I get nightmares.

That's why I always sleep in my chair.

Since I can't sleep I decide to go to Faith's room.

I open her door silently and see her sleeping peacefully.

Only if she knew my feelings for her.

She opens her eyes hardly, our eyes meet.

I notice that she is not fully awake yet.

"I can't sleep" I whisper and she nods standing up.

Half asleep.

She gets close to me.

"I will sleep next to you, you will sleep well then, I promise" She tells me and her hand fits perfectly in mine as she grabs it.

I follow her to my room, not saying anything.

She is in a only hoodie.

I bite my lip to avoid dirty thought.
The things I want to do with her is not normal.

"faith?" I say as we get in my room but she sushes me by pressing her lips on mine for a short while.

"I will protect you from bad dreams and bad people, just lay down and remember I'm always next to you" she says and lays down in my bed directly sleeping again.

I am shocked by her words, the butterflies in my stomach are dancing wild and I can't help but smile a bit.

I lay down beside her and close my eyes falling asleep immediately but waking up a few hours later.

I look beside me and see That Faith is still far in her dreams, I get out of bed and put on a basic suit for today again.

I take a look in the mirror and straighten everything a bit before turning away and walking towards my office.

A lot of work later I hear a door closijg, I stand up fast and walk through the hall until I see a confused Faith looking around.

Just when she is about to run I call her name.

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JIWOO'S POV*

I get inside my room after that awkward moment with Hyungwon.

I mentally face palm myself, how the freak did I end up in Hyungwon's bed? What went wrong isnide my brain?

I don't remember me standing up and walking to his bedroom.

"God damnit Jiwoo" i whisper to myself and get inside neatly clothes.

Time to be Hyungwon's assistant again.

I open the office door and grab my right elbow with my left hand.

"Hyu- I mean mr. Chae, what can I do for you?" I ask him nervousely.

"Well, a cappucino would be nice" he says and I nod turning around but pauze.

"Cappucino? Are you sick?" I ask and head to him to feel his forehead to joke around, my funny ass self is again the best.

"Don't touch me" he plainly says focussed on his documents.

I silently let go of his head and turn around when I feel a warm hand on my lower back.

"Jiwoo, it was a joke, I wanted to see your reaction" He says.

"W-what?" I ask him confused and nervous.

"The cappucino.." he says as if it was easy to guess.

"Oh yeah okay, I'll get you a latte, bye" I say but his ahnds goes from my back to my wrist and he just pulls me on his lap.

"I'll ask someone else to get me a latte" he says and I just look everywhere but his eyes.

"Look at me" He commands and my eyes slowly, VERY slowly, make a way, to somewhere, near, his eyes.

"Faith! Don't tease me" he says a bit louder and my eyes immediately go to his.

Out of nervousness.

"Faith let me kiss you, I need you" those words hit me.
Like a god damn truck.

He then presses his lips onto mine and I get into it too.

I close my eyes hoping we won't get interupted this time.

I just want to tell him how I feel and how much I want him, but he will reject me anyways so what's the point.

"Faith" his lips leave mine and he looks into my eyes stroking my cheek.

"Faith, I like you"