Philphobia

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H-hi my my names y/n im 24 years old im a girl i live with my friend anabell and i work in a grocery store pretty basic right except i have philphobia wich is the fear of being in love or loved some people may call me crazy but its me i just dont like the idea of being loved or in love

Y/n pov
"Y/n!!!!" You open ur eyes and see anabell standing outside of your door "y/n were gonna be late for work now hurry". Anabell said "ugh what time is it" you asked anabell "its almost 8 so hurry up" anabell said while throwing you a water bottle it missed you "HA YOU MISSED"you said and got up and did your daily morning routine which was taking a shower getting dressed and doing light makeup you where done. So you decided to go make eat cereal while anabell was still doing what ever she was using you grabbed a bowl and cereal and of course milk and poured the cereal first then the milk and started eating it while waiting for anabell you decided to check what time it was its was 7:49 ur eyes widened "ANABELL WE'RE GOING TO BE LATE HURRY UP" once you said that you hear anabell running towards you with one shoe on "come on  y/n get your keys and lets go" anabell said getting her other shoe on you grabbed your keys and headed to your car and started the car while anabell was getting in once she got in and closed the door you started heading to your job once you got their you parked your car and got out locking your car.

Y/n pov
You check over to the clock 10:00 pm "ugh one more hour" you whispered it was almost closing time so you were kinda happy because you can finally go to your comfort of your own bed, you quickly snap out of your thoughts by the bell at the door you see four gentleman you look at them they look at you back and proceed to walk over to the aisles

Yoongi's pov
Once i walked in the door of the grocery store i saw a pretty girl she looked at me and i looked back we made eye contact for about 4.3 seconds tae pulled to the aisles "come on yoongi we are here to get food not for you too make heart eyes to the cashier" tae said "what are you talking about i wasnt doing anything with my eyes now come on" i said back to tae and walked over too namjoon and jin which where in the meat aisle they where arguing about what meat was better i rolled my eyes "just pick one" i said to both of them and walked off to look around
I was going threw the front and saw the pretty girl again i should really get her name i went up too her with all my courage which isnt that much but i still went up to her "excuse me ma'am" i said to her "yeah." She said back "ummm do yo- you know where the noodle aisle is" i said back kinda stuttering "um yeah its in aisle three" she said her voice sounded like and angel wait what i shouldn't be thinking like this ah yoongi get your stuff together you cant be like that plus you dont even know her name you snap out of your thoughts "t-thanks umm whats your name if you dont mind me asking"i asked her "y/n is my name" she said pointing at her name tag "ah your name is pretty like you" oh my god i cant believe i said "umm thanks i guess what's your name" she asked me she  had a weirded out face maybe im scaring her oh god "my names min yoongi" i answered her i tried to lean back but i knocked a tray "oh shit im sorry" i said she bent down to pick it up and i felt bad so i decided to help "its fine" she said i touched her hands by accident and she stood up real fast i looked at her in worry her cheeks where red i was still picking them up and i stood up "im really sorry" i said while giving her the tray of stuff she took them but she was looking down and her cheeks where still red

Y/n pov
he gaved me the tray of stuff i took them still looking down i felt my cheeks red but i ignored it "ah yoongi there you are" i hear another voice i look up and i see three other boys i go back behind the register "are you guys gonna check out" i asked "oh yeah" a tall boy said and placed the things down so i can check them i started checking out the things and putting them in bags once i was done i looked at all of them and said "your total is 40.47" i took a good look at them they all seemed attractive but the kid ah what was hos name oh yeah yoongi he seemed different i mean yeah he was attractive but something was different i pushed the thougth aside and looked at the boy who was digging in his wallet for his credit card "ah here it is" he swiped his credit card and the other boys took the bags "thanks for shopping here come back again" i said because its mandatory i looked at the four boys once again and waved goodbye they waved back except yoongi i wonder did i do something wrong ah im think over too much. Once they left i checked the store if someone was still here no one except anabell and i "anabell are you ready" i asked her "yeah let me just get my jacket and go"she said she grabbed her jacket i turned off all the lights and we both headed out the door i locked the store because it was my turn to close the store i started the car and started driving to the apartment anabell and i lived in once we got there i went straight to my room and went to sleep but the boy yoongi was still in my mind. Ah Y/n you cant think like that hes just a boy and nothing else but that plus he probably thinks your nothing but a girl and that's how its gonna be and with that you started
Drifting off.