.i stopped wishing i was dead, learned to love myself before anyone else
.you'll always be like a nightmare to me and i'll always be begging for sleep
.i'm scared i'm gonna die as lonely as i feel right now
.i'm friendly and thoughtful and quite awfully pretty
.you told me to try to find myself so i found myself in someone else's bed
.maybe i'm my own greatest fear
.i taught myself french so i could tell you i love you in ways that you will never understand
.my eyes will continue to sink
.all i'll ever be is someone else
.i've learned to love myself more than i could ever love you
.like a car engulfed in flames i am a wreck
.let me be the drug that you use to fall in love
.i want to be the water in your lungs that lets you know you're drowning
.i wasn't built to exist
.guess i missed coughing my lungs up every morning
.care about me like you used to
.my friends are dying quicker than i possibly can
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