My Euphoria

My Euphoria:3

Sorry for the typos and wrong grammar ENGLISH is not my first language

Y/N POV

"Jimin..."I called his name.
"Can you explain everything to me?how come his your husband?how come I didn't know?why?why didn't you tell me?"he asked in curiosity.

"3 years ago we're married,you know he's suffering Personal Disorder.Alex,his other personality.He used to abuse me.When he comes home he brings women.....then he beat me and sometimes he-he forced me to do sexual things with him."Well I can tell that his shocked...who wouldn't?It's still hurts when that memory flashback.All the things I've been through...it really hurts.

"I hate him but I love him.I promised to be with him,but I didn't expect him to be like that.And every time I asked him if he remember what he did to me he said he don't know.Every time,Alex appear it was a nightmare."I cried loudly and I felt his embrace on me.

"You know how much he loves you.He's doing everything to fight Alex.But you know it's hard.But I didn't know he could rape you and bring girls to your house."he said and hugged me tight.

"Jimin,it is wrong to love him?it is bad that I still love him?after all what he did to me,I still love him.Our son... Travis,I know he always wanted a father...but I'm so scared that what if Alex show up again?I don't want my son to experience everything,Alex did to me."I said while crying on his chest.

"I know...but believe me,Alex is a good person too.He's just to scared to show his real self to everyone.Alex had a really bad and traumatic experience all of the time he was protecting,Jungkook from his dad."Jimin said.

"I...I don't know."

"I know you're tired.Come on I'll drive you home."he said and help me up.

"Thank you.Your such a good friend."I said and smiled at him.

"I miss you so much I hope I can tell you who you really are."he mumbled so I can't hear it and I decide to just ignore it.