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Yoongi stumbled his way back to his empty studio apartment. Choosing to spend another night in a drunken stupor since he moved out of the house with his hyungs. Since he broke up with Jimin. The only thing he truly regretted in his life. Knowing he couldn't go back, Yoongi figured he'd find an answer one of these days at the bottom of a green soju bottle.
Though today was not that day. Neither was the day before... Or the entire past month since he'd left everything he loved behind. Yoongi was dreading the upcoming fall semester. Deathly afraid he'd run in to Jimin. How could he face him?
He stared into his empty, dark apartment. Feeling empty and cold despite the warm soju pumping through his veins.
Yoongi jumped, falling to the floor in surprise, at the sudden loud thud against his balcony window. Followed by a voice he knew all too well.
"YAHHHH!!" Jimin bellowed from outside as Yoongi hurriedly crawled to his window.
The elder opened the window, leaning over the balcony of his second story studio. Jimin stood, unsteadily, in the alley below. His honey skin and newly dyed hair glowing under the moonlight. Clearly Yoongi was not the only one who had been coping with alcohol. The elder watched as Taehyund and Hoseok tried to pull Jimin away though he resisted once he caught sight of Yoongi peering over.
Yoongi could feel Jimin's icy glare even at their current distance, the younger's words loud and slurred, "Min Yoongi!"
Without warning Jimin threw another rock in Yoongi's direction. The elder dodging quickly enough despite his own drunken demeanor.
"Minn Yoongiii~" Jimins voice was sing-song though Yoongi could see the redness around his puffy eyes and cheeks. "How could you do this~ to me?!"
Yoongi couldn't find it in himself to answer.
Jimin's tears started again, choking him up as he spoke, "I-I gave you e-everything! I g-gave you all o-of me! How c-could you just th-throw me away?! Huh?!"Yoongi still remained silent.
Finally Jimin broke down, mixed with rage and sorrow, "YAH! Gaesekki-ah! Was I always just trash to you?! I fucking loved you! Yah! Min Yoongi! Neo gaejasig!-"
Before he could throw something else, Jungkook arrived. Picking Jimin up and carrying him away- a crying mess on the Maknae's back. Taehyung shot Yoongi an evil look before following along. But Hoseok stayed back. Staring up at Yoongi. Not with spite but with concern. The first set of eyes to look upon Yoongi with care in what felt like forever.
Yoongi pulled back, slamming the sliding window shut and breaking down. Falling to the floor faster than the tears fell down his face. His chest aching with heavy sobs as his was filled with more and more self hatred. His nails scraped against the floor, the wall, anything. As he trief to grip on to something for fear that he'd fall over an invisible edge into the oblivion of sorrow that tugged at him each day without Jimin.
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