It has been five years since the most down fall of my life had happened, i have been getting better and i'm still trying my best to be better. I cannot tell you that ever since i came out from rehab, even when it has been five years, that i didn't throw up or try harming myself again. Nobody's perfect and so am i, but i try my best to turn my negative thoughts twice as positive. From one to a million, from local to international, people has been taking me as their inspiration, that they couldn't be where they are if it wasn't for me or just by existing i made them stand for theirselves, they would travel from one place to another just to see me live, just to see me 10 ft away, and for them it was one of the best days of their lives. Sometimes it bring me to tears, just watching them scream my name constantly without even thinking about anything else, just that girl inside the tour bus who saved me from nights were i'd turn right to left and i couldn't see anyone but just hear her music.
But my lies doesn't end there, i wish it did. But it doesn't..
I couldnt stand looking at my fans, i look away, stood up and upsetting called the guy sitting on the mini couch playing xbox
" wilmer.. I think its time "
He stared directly into my eyes, and shut the television off and walked close to me
" demi.. Are you sure about this? Its your world to- "
I looked down as a tear roll down my cheek, he sighed and placed his hand on my cheek to wipe the tears off, as i held his hand tight
" I can't keep lying anymore, i need to speak out.. "
