Song Inspired Imagines

😔Idontwannabeyouanymore - Billie Eilish😔

If tear drops could be bottled,
There'd be swimming pools filled by models
Told 'a tight dress is what makes you a whore'

She gently wipes her face that was once filled with tears. Looking in the mirror, she couldn't believed what she seen. He couldn't believe what her  'oh so perfect' boyfriend had done to her face.

The cut on her lip, the dark blue cheek, and a nose that couldn't stop bleeding. Grabbing some tissue, she soaked it in some water and dabbed it on the blood. Pain was an understatement to how she felt.

Hearing movement, she looks to the side to see Jimin. Instantly looking back in the mirror, she continued to wipe her nose. "look at me." she heard him command. "I rather not." she ignored him as she tended to her wounds.

"if I can get beat because of wearing a dress, I could be beat for looking at you too." she replied smartly and throws the tissue away. "just look at me." he begs and she rolls her eyes and looks at him.

"I thought a whore like me had no right to be looking at you." she puts some ointment on her lip and thankfully, her nose stopped bleeding. "you know I didn't mean that." she chuckled bitterly as she walked out of the bathroom and into the kitchen.

She opened the freezer, grabbing the ice pack, only to have it snatched. "don't be a dick, Jimin." she was annoyed and she didn't want to be anywhere near the jerk of a husband. "baby I'm sorry."

"You're not sorry. You wouldn't have done it if you were." she reaches to grab it, only for him to move his arm upward. Closing the freezer, she walked passed him, only for him to grab her arm. "can't you see I'm trying to make you forgive me?"

"not only do you cheat, but you beat me because I talk to another man?! Are you fucking mental?" she questioned his mental state at this point. "There's nothing you can do to make me forgive you. Nothing."

"what about the fans, huh? Did you ever think about them?" he tried to turn the situation around. "Should've thought about that when you cheated on me with Jennie." she snatched the ice pack and held it to her face.

If I love you was a promise,
Would you break it if you're honest?

After a brief silence, y/n made her decision on what she needs to do. For the fans as well as herself.  "After this BBMAS, I want a divorce." she spoke. "you can't do that." he stated. "I can and I will. It's over Jimin. We're through at this point."

Jimin sat down on the bed and sighed out, covering his face. " did you even love me at all?" she soon asked, her voice wavering. "I did.." "then you seen her?" she asked. Not receiving an answer, she scoffed and grabbed a suitcase from her closet.

Y/n packed everything she could, grabbing her phone and other belongings before leaving the room. "wait!" she heard him but she was already out of the door.

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She checked into a decent hotel and closed her door, locking it instantly. A feeling of grief was all she felt before she broke down into tears. Crying because of his treatment towards her, crying because she felt as if  wasn't enough.

Grabbing her phone, she look at her old posts on Instagram. Jimin and her looked to happy together. She even looked at the comments, liking a few. "if they only knew." she says to herself.

"If they only knew..."