Secret Love Song

Part One-Almost, Maybe

Just for clarification in case you didn't read the description- this story is gender swap, meaning it's girl Louis and girl Harry.

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"H, someone could walk in at any moment," Louis breathes, groaning softly as Harry's lips press to her neck. "We're at school!"

Harry giggles softly against Louis's skin, hand dancing under the girl's skirt. "Babe, we're in the bathroom. In a stall. Nobody will notice there's two of us in here." She traces Louis's folds over her panties.

"They'll notice if you keep doing that." Louis's voice is high and a bit breathless as she speaks, hips jolting against Harry's fingers. "We can't do this, stop!"

Harry presses her fingers harder against Louis. "Lou, just relax-"

"No, stop!" Louis whines, pushing at Harry's arm. "Not here!"

"Fine, whatever." Harry pulls back and rolls her eyes, fixing her shirt. "Why're you so scared, Louis?"

"I'm not scared," the smaller girl lies. "Just don't want people to hear me come."

Of course it's a lie, and Harry knows it. She walks out of the bathroom with a small sigh, leaving Louis by herself. Louis gathers her things and leaves the stall, looking at her reflection in the mirror. She's a bit disheveled from Harry's kisses, and she quickly redoes her ponytail.

Louis doesn't like being like this. She wishes that her and Harry could kiss whenever they want. The town is too conservative, and Louis's family wouldn't support them. Her mum is strong in her faith, and she condemns anybody who even thinks about straying from the "right path." They saw a lesbian couple on TV and Johannah went on and on about how disgusting it was. Louis had to hide herself in her bedroom so her mum wouldn't see her cry.

Harry's a bit of a rebel, according to the town at least. Her dad left when she was young, and her mum is a lot more laid back than most mums in town. Harry's only officially out of the closet to Anne, and her mum supports her no matter what. Although Anne doesn't approve of Louis lying to her mum about the relationship, she understands. She treats Louis like a daughter, and Louis appreciates being able to cuddle and kiss Harry while they watch shitty RomComs.

Louis shakes her head and hurries back to class, chewing on her bottom lip. She feels like everybody is staring at her- like they know what happened in the bathroom. But in reality, nobody is even paying attention to her. She's the shy girl in the back of the class. She has a small circle of friends, but hardly anybody knows of her outside of them. Before Harry came along, Louis had never even had a crush on anybody- let alone a female. She had never kissed anybody. Harry moved into Louis's life their freshman year in high school and everything changed. Suddenly, Louis understood why she never had a crush on a boy. It didn't take long for Louis to fall for Harry. They were inseparable. The first time they kissed, Louis cried for three hours. She thought her mum would hate her, and that was the moment she decided to not tell anybody.

But now, the girls are ending their senior year in high school. They've officially been together for almost three years and Louis's still too terrified to come out. Harry respected the decision, but it still stressed her out. Only Anne knows about them, and the only reason she knows is because she came home early from work to find Louis and Harry shirtless and making out in Harry's bed. It was an awkward conversation, and now there's no closed doors when Anne is home. It was an embarrassing moment for everyone.

Louis doesn't see Harry for the rest of the day. They usually meet up between classes, but she knows Harry is avoiding her. It always happened like this. Louis would be worried someone would find out, so Harry would be overdramatic and completely avoid Louis. (She would apologize later and usually eat Louis out until she cried). As soon as the final bell rings, Louis grabs her bag and rushes outside to try to find Harry's car. She finally spots the small car at the end of the parking lot. Harry's leaning against it, her white shirt unbuttoned to show her tank top under it. The spots around Harry's car were empty. Students typically didn't park that far out, and Louis was grateful for that. She hurries over to her girlfriend, chewing on her bottom lip. "Hi," she breathes.