your umbrella still sits in my room.
sometimes, i think to myself; do you want it back?
i can't help but to laugh a little at that. i'm not letting you have your umbrella back unless you come here and take it from me.
i think it's been two weeks. are you ever going to take it back? it can't be mine forever, you know. you'll need it eventually. it will be rainy today.
i wonder if i'll see you again?
Jinsoul always eyed that umbrella every time she woke up in the morning. It always gave her hope. Maybe she'll see her again. Maybe today she'll be lucky, like she was before.
Jinsoul got up from her bed and down the stairs to the front door, where she slipped on her shoes and got her wallet out of her bag. She opened the door to be welcomed by the humid summer air, but not even the heat could force her to frown. Actually, Jinsoul was sure nothing could make her frown anymore. She was too stuck in this weird euphoric feeling taking her so high that she worried she may never come down. And whatever it was, she knew correlated to Sooyoung. Somehow.
She walked down the sidewalk, hearing her shoes click against it, over and over in a steady rhythm. She wore a big grin, finding everything so glamorous and amazing suddenly. It's kind of funny, actually, how it was never like this before she met Sooyoung.
i've been smiling ever since you gave me it. do you know that?
somehow, you really make me want to smile. you make me want to dance, and stargaze, and run around like crazy. i'd like to do a lot of things. i'd like to do most of them with you, though.
It was still early in the morning. Early enough so that the coffee shop shouldn't be crowded, and Jinsoul would be able to avoid a line. Not that it mattered much anyway, but it was always nice to order without worrying about taking too long.
She wondered if Sooyoung would be there. Sometimes Jinsoul would see her, sitting at the table furthest away from the others, always looking out the window. She was always alone. Jinsoul wondered why. Maybe she just wasn't a people person.
But her cheeks flushed at the thought, almost stopping in her tracks as her mind wandered. She tried to hide her face, although the street wasn't crowded and there wasn't many people to see anyway. She tried to hide her growing smile but gave up the inevitable, feeling it grow across her face. Her heart fluttered as she thought about their first interaction.
It was so odd, even a little off, to have reversed roles in that situation. Because normally, Jinsoul was the one staring at Sooyoung, admiring her silhouette, and, if she was lucky enough for Sooyoung to turn her way, even for a second, her gorgeous face. Jinsoul swore Sooyoung belonged in a magazine. She was too ethereal for her own good. Even for Jinsoul's own good. Jinsoul kept walking, her feet just knowing where to go as her mind remained lost in thought.
She felt her entire body heat up as she remembered Sooyoung's touch, even if it was only a mere brush of their hands. Even if it only lasted a second. Jinsoul's fingers curled unconsciously, trying to grasp onto Sooyoung's hand. She remembered how Sooyoung radiated so much body heat, how she was so warm standing next to her. God, she'd do anything to feel her warmth again.
She neared the cafe and mindlessly ordered her regular coffee and paid the appropriate amount. But it didn't pass by the employee, the giant smile on her face. "You look really excited," she spoke, instantly happier at Jinsoul's happiness. It was so contagious, she just had one of those smiles where you can't help but to smile too.
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umbrella // loona
Fanfiction"your umbrella is still at my house." yvesoul oneshot i met you in the hot summer days, when the sun made your ice cream melt and car seats hot. you saw me in the warm summer nights, when the puddles collected on the pavement and you stepped in one...