Hey guys, (if anyone even reads these anymore or looks through my art book)
So...a lot of things have been coming up.
- thoughts
-Depression
-work
- and decisions
I know I don't talk about myself on here a bunch, and it sucks. But I'm always really closed off and been working everyday with only 2 days off in the week. Waking up at 4:30 am to go to work and sometimes work late shifts. My ex best friend is a constant liar and became a major bitch. She became someone that I never knew from when we were in the 8th grade, and I get it people change, but it hurt to give someone so much trust to have them hurt you?? And call you a copy cat even though we're teens and EVERY TEEN GETS THEIR LICENSE, and theirs just so much more..
- I've been feeling like I am unable to tell people my feelings, in fear of getting the same answers like (idk how to help you or that they don't care) and it's happened!
So I've been having a lot of personal issues and made new friends who give me the trust I provide for them.
But I'm still constantly upset, and trying to work through this patch,
So art hasn't been something huge on my mind even though I've been debating on moving to Canada when I leave high school. I'm gonna try to apply to a few art colleges, and maybe meet new people. New friends.
So I'm sorry for putting everything on my plate here, but it's hard. I'm just trying to get myself mentally ready, and try to make things go better for myself??
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And uh, you know I hope everyone has a great day
