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'She's learnt to be passive, but such is a loss.'
Yoongi POV.
It's hard to be an idol honestly. Especially while your depressed. Hiding cuts from the fans and your members.
Don't forget the hate that comes with it. Oh the hate. From 'Yoongi is so cold and mean' to 'Suga should leave bts he can't even dance.' And finally 'I swear if Yoongi doesn't leave bts im going to buy a gun and shoot him on stage.'
The hate doesn't help me at all. It's just saying what the voices in my head say. It hurts more when they say it to your face.

We were doing a fan meet up and I wasn't very... um fond of most of theses army's.

"Yoongi-hyung why are you so mean and cold? You don't show any affection to the rest of Bangtang. Not even my Bias Jungkook or Jiminie-Oppa." She squealed. I put on the best smile I could manage and said "I'm not cold I just show love in different ways." "Yea mk," she rolled her eyes. "Just sign this." I signed whatever she wanted to sign and she moved on.
"Oh hell-" that girl just skipped me. Well I don't blame her I would skip me too. "Yoongi-hyung?" I looked up and saw a short girl around 5'1 with Carmel but a little bit darker skin and brown-ish eyes (A/Ny'all I put myself in this story 🤪). "Sorry..hi." I said as I waved. "Hi." She said with a huge smile. I could tell by the way she was smiling she had an overbite. "I saw that girl skipped you." "Yea.." I said frowning a little bit. "Yoongi-hyung don't be sad. I don't know how someone can skip someone as cute as you honestly. She's a bitch." The girl whispered the last part which made me smile and laugh not noticing the other members looking over at us. She laughed too. "Yea probably." I whispered back. I saw she was wearing sleeves but not quite long enough to cover her wrists. I could see the marks on her wrist which made me frown. I guess she she where I was looking at and put her wrist down. (A/N I know this part seems unnecessary but it'll all tie together....I think)
"S-sorry hyung if it makes you uncomfortable." I looked at her. "Can't I tell you something?" I whispered to her. She nodded her head. "Promise not to tell?" She nodded her head again. I lifted up my sleeve again. "Your not alone." She looked up at me in surprise. She started tearing up. "Here's my number if you ever wanna talk?" "Omg I just got my bias number. But yes thank you. I'm Destiny btw but you can call me Dest Desty Emily etc. oh and this is for you." She handed me a big box of kumamon stuff. "Oh my jisoo thank you so much." "It's no problem. Bye!"

That made me feel a little less numb. I thought after this I'd just be more passive but I feel good inside.
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Finally some fluff 💕
What ship do you thinks gonna happen first?
I was feeling depressed so that's why I made this chapter but then it turned out fluffy💗
So pick
Angst ☕️🐸
Or
Fluff 💕🌻
I l o v e y o u s o m u c h
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(Not proof read none of them are lol)