Suicidal!Todoroki- Starved

Chapter 3

~Todoroki POV~

"Ever since I was born in 2003 to now, my father has abused my family. When I was five, my mom had been pushed to the break of sanity and injured me. My father sent her away. Since I was the only one with the fire & ice quirks, my father only cared about me since he has always wanted the most powerful offspring. My siblings took care of themselves while my father spent all his time with me. He harshly punished me when I did wrong. But I guess that's better than being ignored," I reluctantly said to the woman. I left out so much to tell Midoriya more about it. I trusted him more than pretty much anyone else here. Even though he helped me realize my fire is my own power and not my father's, I still don't like using it on a regular basis. I held my breath a bit, hoping she won't ask for more details. My right side got cold with anxiety and frost formed in my eyelashes and eyebrows. She looked at me. Her expression read that she was annoyed and disappointed.

"That's...All?"

"BITCH YOU WANTED ME TO SPEAK AND I SPOKE!" I yelled as I crossed my arms and sat in my chair.

"Yiiiikes...Okay, who's next?" Every student in the class took turns explaining insecurities, sad backstories, worries, etc. Most people talked about one small bad thing that happened while others brought up a huge elaborate backstory that I didn't care to listen to, such as Kirishima-Kun's parents not accepting him for being gay, Midoriya-Kun's father is never home, (haha, if only that was how it was to me) and other dumb unimportant problems. I fell asleep after listening to everyone for about 30 minutes. I was still sleeping by the end of the class. Midoriya-Kun had to wake me up when it was over. I looked up at him. I blinked a few times and nodded, and I got up. We both walked together to the roof. Without him realizing, without my hands I slipped my shoes off. Maybe I could jump off the roof as he leaves? That would work!

"So..." He looked at me.

"So. I left out a lot of details."

"...Huh?"

"I didn't tell them one big part of the story."

"...That...is?" I looked at him and pulled up my sleeves to show the bruises and burns.

"He abuses me." He started with big eyes. He looked at my arms, specifically my left one. 

"He...Burns...Punches...And cuts you...?"

"No."

"Huh?"

"He burns, pushes, punches, breaks things on me, and starves me. The cuts are my doing."

"Y...You cut yourself?!"

"Yes. Yes, I do. I didn't want anyone to know. My father will probably break my bones again, maybe worse."

"That day you came here with a broken arm...And you claimed it was an accident in training..."

"It was my father breaking my arm for not listening."

"Oh my god!" He seemed to be in tears, but I wasn't buying it. "Todoroki-Kun! We care about you! You should've told everyone sooner!"

"I didn't want anyone to be dragged down by my pains. You guys barely deal with any issues, I guess Kirishima has it kinda bad, I just didn't want to tell you because I didn't want my problems to be brought on you...And...bring you down with me...Into my piles of despair..."

"Todoroki-Kun! I wanna support you! It doesn't matter what you go through! I'll always be here!" I looked at him for maybe a minute and nodded. "I'll try and help you the best I can...Let's...Let's go." I nodded and he began to walk away. Instead of going with him I turned to the railing and jumped off.