A part of me knows. A part of me knows that the odds aren't great. No matter how much you love me now and no matter how much I want you to be my forever, the chance are we won't last.
A part of me knows that I shouldn't rely on you now. You might not actually "always be there" for me. I shouldn't share my deep secrets and ambitions with you because you could leave me. What happens if you leave and take my soul with you ?
A part of me knows that your friends could be right. It's rude of me to consume your life and your thoughts if I'll mean nothing in the end. It's selfish of me to do so, but I can't help it.
A part of me knows that even though you tell me I'm the prettiest girl you've ever seen, it's not true. You mean good by saying this and I think you might even believe it, but all it takes is one bad day. One day for you to realize there is better. Better than me.
A part of me knows that everything happens for a reason, but losing you would destroy me. No matter how many time I remind myself of the chances and my doubts, I still love you. And not only that, I love you more than I did before.
Because ALL of my knows that you are good in a world where that is rare. You care for me more than anyone ever has before. You make me laugh on days where it's all wrong. You change my perspective of life and give me hope. You are my safe place. You are my home.
And even though the chances aren't great, there is definitely a chance and that's enough for me. You are enough for me.
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Wordy Poetry
PoetryI've been really into writing poems lately and I thought I'd share some.
