addicted (a harry styles fanfic)

ch.3 (first day)

rolling in the deep-adele

let me go- avril 

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~H A R R Y~

i got in to my car . i went back to my house .''how could i leave her like that''i mumbled to myself. as i opened the front door . i got in the house .'' i am sorry blue''i said . looking infornt of me to find a note and the house was empty. 

i opened the note . 

dear,harry

i am really sorry . i had to leave . i am sorry i couldn't wait  .it is complecated harry . please dont be mad  . you will be awesome . i am sure of it , i dont know why i am saying it , i am sure you know it . we will still text if u dont want to talk ot me ever again  , i tottaly understand it . it is all my fault . you are imporant to me so much .

but i am sorry i did not goodbye you . i waited for five hours and you did not came . i am not saying i got  bored , but you did not leave me a chance to tell you , my heart is always yours harry , keep it save . even if you are mad , dont be it is my fault i should have told you sooner if i knew  , am truly sorry , i know you probably wont read this but i love you harry , you were my first love , dont forget me because i wont , by the way i took the chain you gave me on our first date.

                                                                            lots of love, blue

i tore the letter , no no i will not just stand here , i will find her , i ran from the house , and kept running i found her mother's car moving , i dont care if her mom found out about our reletionship , we have kept it a secret of her mother . i am sure her mom would think am a theif or some shît . i kept chasing after their car.

"blue "i shouted , i could see her brown hair from the back glass of the car , i shouted het name again "blue , it's me harry your boyfriend"i shouted .

she opened the window and looked at me with wide eyes , i could see tears in her eyes. her tears took a piece of my heart away knowing i was the reason of it . my heart drops . as she mouthed me 'am sorry  '  then she closed the window .i kept chasing after the car "stop please"i cried

~ B L U E ~

"stop please"harry said . as i closed the window . i could not face him like that , "mom stop the car please stop the car , i know you are mad i did not tell you i had a boyfriend but please stop "i yelled at her , as hot tears streamed on my face .

she ignored me "mom please , i love him , he-he loves m-me"i cried harder , she still looking emotionless . "what do you know about love your only 17"she said in a stern voice .

i opened the window , i saw harry was still chasing us , am lucky mom is a slow driver . "dont stop harry"i said in a soft voice , i tried to catch his hands but i could not.

"dont worry love , dont look just jump i will catch you " he said looking in my eyes , mom fastened  the car is she trying to kidnape me or something ,

i opened the door ,half my body was out of the car , harry was still running he was so close to me  but he could not pull me or i will fall .

air was hitting my face making my hair fly , it was like an action movie exept it was reality , sarah finally woke up , she was screaming at me. i chose to ignore her

i was about to jump when , sarah pulled me in , all i remeber i hit the ceiling , the door get closed harry trips and everything spining and then i black out .......