Sander Sides School Life

The Secret

Hey people I'm still alive. Sorry for not updating for like...forever...

Roman's P.O.V.

"Nope nope nope nope nope. I'm stupid! I'm so darn stupid! Ughhh!" I kept pacing in my room while trying to process what have just happened. "WHY DID YOU LEAVE YPU IDIOT?! WHY?!" my mind kept screaming "I have a girlfriend! I like girls!.....right? RIGHT? no..?"

"Roman?" Someone got into my room.

I flinched and jumped back, tripping on my backpack and falling on the floor with a thud. "Ugh...JUSTINE!"

Justine, my little sister flinched at the yelling. "Why are you yelling? Are you okay?"

I stood up slowly "Sorry...I'm just...nevermind."

"What's wrong Roman? You have become so...distand...?" She asked with a worried look.

"Wha- Um..Nothing..Um..what do you want?" I stood up slowly

"Uh..Your girlfriend called-"

"My girlfriend...?" I rubbed the back of my head.

Justine looked at me with a weird look "Megan"

"Oh yeag..right..I-I'm still a bit dizzy." I said and sat on my bed. It felt like it's been years since I spend time with her...and I didn't really care..."What did she want?"

"She was looking for you."

"O-oh..okay.."

"Roman? Is everything okay? Are things with her okay?"

"Wha- uhh yeah, why wouldn't they be?"

Justine stayed silent for a while before turning her back "Nothing...Forget I said anything. Just call her back, also....she is a bit...uh.."

"A bit what?" I looked at her. She was avoiding my look.

"Nothing. Call her." Justine said monotone and left the room

"M'kaaaay...." I said slowly and grabbed my phone. I called her.

"Hello?" Megan answered.

"Hey Megan...It's Rom-"

"Roman?! Where have you been?! Oh my wow...I got sooo worried!"

"Sorry...My phone...um died."

"Oh..I see. Anyways, we haven't got out for like...forever."

"Yeah sorry about that...W-we were doing the project with...the boys and Harley."

"Harley. Huh?" She asked with a suspisious tone.

"Megan! We are just friends. Plus I think she likes...Virgil.." I said. Refering to his name made me feel something weird...Ugh...I was such an idiot. Is he okay now? Did I hurt him? Oh God...please let him be safe.

"Vir-who?"

"Virgil. The new kid in class."

"Ooh...that emo weirdo."

"Don't call him that."

"Why not?"

"Well it's ru-"

"Whatever." She cut me off "So? Wanna hang out later? At the ice cream parlor?"

"Ummm.."

"Come one babe!! Why are you keep avoiding me?! Don't you love me anymore?!" She said with a high pinched voice.

"No no...I-I do...It's just..I'm not feeling well...See you at school"

Megan remained silent. I felt like she was silently crying...or perphaps cursing me. "Meg?"

"It's fine love. See you at school." She hang up.

I sighed and put my phone away. I stared at the wall while playing with the edge of my shirt. Eventually I grabbed my phone and texted Virgil.

~phone~

Roman

I'm really sorry...I shouldn't have left like that. I was a jerk...

Virgil
*Seen*

Roman

Virge please answer!

Virgil?

Virgil?! I'm sorry!

Virgil

*The user Virgil is offline*

~real world~

I sighed and put my phone away while tears started streaming down my cheeks. I messed everything up and I didn't know what to do. He hates me now, I know he does. First Patton and now Virgil...

Logan's P.O.V.

~phone~

Unknown

Hey nerd. Remember the homework must be done by Wednessday.

Logan

Excuse me? I have homework and an exam too!

Unknown

You better finish it.

Logan

What if I don't?

Unknown

*sends a picture*
Then this will be on every announcement board on school

Logan

Wednessday then.

Unknown

Good. I knew that we could cooperate

Logan

You are a monster. I never thought that you could be so evil Derek.

Unknown

I guess you didn't know me well
How oblivious are you?
Not understanding how evil or ruthless your ""boyfriend"' could be.

Logan

How could you do this to me?! How?! I though...I though you love me..

Unknown

Oh dear Lo. I never did.

Logan

Then why did you ask me out?

Unknown

Wow..for a smart guy you are really stupid
It was like a ""sacrifice"" to get that picture. Our school won't be happy if they found out that their Super And Awesome student is gay. Am I right?

Logan

Monster!

Unknown

Thank you.
See you on Wednessday.

~real world~

Tears were streaming down my face. I looked at the picture. It was a picture of my and Derek kissing. I can't believe that I was so oblivious to not see what a person I had next to me. A liar, a horrible liar...no wonder people tend to call him Deceit...that only is alarming...

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I know this is shorter than usual and not that good for something that took me so long to post. I'm really sorry again. I'll try to be more active.