I'd really like to post something that's not angsty and that I wouldn't post on my other account. But... There's absolutely nothing. All my shit is offline on a different device so... Here, have this nice conversation I had online.
Even gayer Michael Mell: Hey
Jeremy Heere: Hi Michael
Jeremy Heere: How's it going?
Even gayer Michael Mell: I got my slushie
Jeremy Heere: Cool, what flavor?
Even gayer Michael Mell: They only had Mountain Dew
Jeremy Heere: Oh
Even gayer Michael Mell: That's okay though
Jeremy Heere: Yeah?
Even gayer Michael Mell: Yup
Even gayer Michael Mell: So Jeremy, how's it hangin'?
Jeremy Heere: I'm good, despite you having found the perfect way to keep me from stealing your slushie
Even gayer Michael Mell: Haha
Even gayer Michael Mell: Maybe I should always get Mtn Dew to keep you away
Even gayer Michael Mell: Pour it around the windows and doors to keep you out
Jeremy Heere: yeah
Even gayer Michael Mell: Done anything fun recently?
Jeremy Heere: Not since we've talked last. I've been catching up on schoolwork mostly
Even gayer Michael Mell: Ha
Even gayer Michael Mell: I've been procrastinating
Even gayer Michael Mell: Hey dude you still with Christine?
Jeremy Heere: That didn't really work out
Even gayer Michael Mell: Oh sorry
Jeremy Heere: Its okay
Even gayer Michael Mell: Does that mean you're single?
Jeremy Heere: I guess so
Even gayer Michael Mell: Oh btw I heard Rich got a new boyfriend
Jeremy Heere: Really? Who?
Even gayer Michael Mell: No clue
Jeremy Heere: Huh
Jeremy Heere: good for him
Even gayer Michael Mell: Yuup
Jeremy Heere: He deserves something nice.
Even gayer Michael Mell: I agree with ya bro
Jeremy Heere: Yeah
Even gayer Michael Mell: Are you free tomorrow?
Jeremy Heere: Yeah, I am. Ready to finally tackle level 10?
Even gayer Michael Mell: Actually
Even gayer Michael Mell: I was thinking
Even gayer Michael Mell: We could maybe do that some other time?
Even gayer Michael Mell: I heard that they opened that new pizza place on Main
Jeremy Heere: Oooooh I heard its good
Even gayer Michael Mell: I was wondering if you wanted to go with me
Jeremy Heere: Yeah, for sure! We haven't hung out somewhere other than one of our houses in ages.
Even gayer Michael Mell: No... I mean
Even gayer Michael Mell: Like a date
Even gayer Michael Mell: Will you go out with me
Jeremy Heere: Wait what?
Jeremy Heere: Like a romantic date?
Even gayer Michael Mell: Uh yeah?
Even gayer Michael Mell: I don't know!
Jeremy Heere: Okay.
Jeremy Heere: I can do that.
Even gayer Michael Mell: Wow, really?
Jeremy Heere: Yeah
Jeremy Heere: Its just... We have to be 100% sure about this, okay?
Even gayer Michael Mell: Okay
Jeremy Heere: I don't want to screw this up
Jeremy Heere: You matter a lot to me
Even gayer Michael Mell: I hadn't really planned farther than you sayying yes
Even gayer Michael Mell: So I don't know
Even gayer Michael Mell: I don't think that anything can screw up what we have
Jeremy Heere: I don't know what I am
Even gayer Michael Mell: That's okay
Jeremy Heere: Really?
Even gayer Michael Mell: Yeah
Jeremy Heere: Thank you
Even gayer Michael Mell: No problem
Jeremy Heere: Cool
Jeremy Heere: This is cool
Even gayer Michael Mell: Are you internally freaking out?
Even gayer Michael Mell: Cause I am
Jeremy Heere: Yeah
Jeremy Heere: A lot
Even gayer Michael Mell: We'll freak out together though
Jeremy Heere: Okay, you saying stuff like that has a WHOLE new meaning now
Even gayer Michael Mell: Haha
Even gayer Michael Mell: I guess so
Jeremy Heere: I could at least convince myself that you mean it platonically before, and you weren't trying to make me blow a fuse in my brain, but now it's harder
Jeremy Heere: So yeah
Even gayer Michael Mell: Haha you felt the same?
Jeremy Heere: I said I was 100%
Jeremy Heere: I like you
Even gayer Michael Mell: Yeah
Jeremy Heere: My dad thinks I'm losing it, he keeps asking if I'm okay
Even gayer Michael Mell: Are you gonna tell him?
Jeremy Heere: Yeah, I will
Jeremy Heere: Maybe later though
Even gayer Michael Mell: Okay
Jeremy Heere: If I tell him now he'll move my xbox into the living room.
Even gayer Michael Mell: Haha
Even gayer Michael Mell: That'd be so weird
Even gayer Michael Mell: Playing in the living room under your dad's watch
Jeremy Heere: Omg don't make me think about that please. He'd actually do that. He's been super overprotective lately.
Even gayer Michael Mell: Yeah, I noticed
Even gayer Michael Mell: You really had him scared with the whole Squip thing
Jeremy Heere: Whatever you said to him on the day of the play seemed to work
Even gayer Michael Mell: Yup
Even gayer Michael Mell: I told him that when you love someone, you put pants on
Jeremy Heere: Yeah, but you're one of the only people I can talk to about it. Anyone else would think I'm just crazy, so hearing it aloud from someone else is good. Helps me remember I'm not crazy.
Even gayer Michael Mell: Oh okay then
Jeremy Heere: Wait, you said what?
Jeremy Heere: Thats a surprisingly catchy phrase
Jeremy Heere: Although for some types of love, it's the opposite
Even gayer Michael Mell: Oh jeez
Jeremy Heere: Hahaha
Even gayer Michael Mell: Where'd you put Jeremy?
Jeremy Heere: What?
Even gayer Michael Mell: It's a joke
Even gayer Michael Mell: Nvm
Jeremy Heere: No, wait I wrecked it
Jeremy Heere: im sorry
Even gayer Michael Mell: Idc
Even gayer Michael Mell: It's fine
Jeremy Heere: Okay
Jeremy Heere: So...
Even gayer Michael Mell: Yeah?
Jeremy Heere: Tomorrow. That's pretty exciting
Even gayer Michael Mell: Yea
Jeremy Heere: But I'm warning you, I'm not good at this sort of thing
Jeremy Heere: Which you know
Jeremy Heere: but just a reminder
Even gayer Michael Mell: At least you've been out with someone at least once in your lifetime
Even gayer Michael Mell: You have at least some sort of experience of a date, right?
Jeremy Heere: I mean
Jeremy Heere: Christine and I grabbed coffee, but it wasn't super date-y
Even gayer Michael Mell: Oh
Even gayer Michael Mell: But you had a previous crush?
Even gayer Michael Mell: So...
Even gayer Michael Mell: I have no clue where I'm going with this
Jeremy Heere: Me neither
Jeremy Heere: On the topic of date experience, I kinda know what to do in theory?
Even gayer Michael Mell: I think that you're like supposed to kiss and hold hands
Even gayer Michael Mell: :/
Jeremy Heere: Yeah
Even gayer Michael Mell: But that poses a problem
Jeremy Heere: What do you mean?
Even gayer Michael Mell: I've never kissed anyone
Jeremy Heere: Its easier than it looks
Even gayer Michael Mell: Oh
Jeremy Heere: Yeah
Jeremy Heere: I've never kissed a guy though, so I don't know if it's different
Even gayer Michael Mell: Maybe you could think of it like kissing a girl
Jeremy Heere: I guess so
Jeremy Heere: But I'd rather think of it as you
Even gayer Michael Mell: That's so cheesy haha
Jeremy Heere: :)
Even gayer Michael Mell: But me too I guess
Jeremy Heere: Thanks
Even gayer Michael Mell: It wouldn't really change anything if I thought of you as a girl
Even gayer Michael Mell: With me having no experience with either gender
Even gayer Michael Mell: Plus I'm full on gay
Jeremy Heere: I still like girls
Even gayer Michael Mell: Yeah, I assumed as much
Even gayer Michael Mell: It'd be funny if we got married
Jeremy Heere: What?
Even gayer Michael Mell: In like every love story, they go out in high school and end up married
Jeremy Heere: I think its kinda romantic, the whole highschool sweethearts stuff.
Jeremy Heere: Then again, it's pretty young to make that kind of desicion right out of high school
Even gayer Michael Mell: Yeah
