Fem Anime Characters X Fem Reader (Songfic)

Maki Nishkino x Depressed! Cutter! Reader: Why?

You guys don't mind if you wear all black right? Like a black hoodie and black jeans? That's what I usually wear. And yes, I know they wear school uniforms, but can we just pretend like they don't? Cause fuck skirts.

                                                             

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You awoke to the sound of your annoying alarm clock.

'Yet another day of tragedy awaits me.'

"(Y/N) ARE YOU AWAKE?" Your mom yelled.

"*sigh* unfortunately yes, mom."

"WHAT DID YOU SAY?"

"IM AWAKE" You yelled, slightly happy that your mom didn't hear you the first time.

You never told your parents the amount of pain you're in, you don't plan on telling them either. It's not that you don't love them enough to tell them, you just don't want to burden them with your problems.

Or anyone else.

You get up out of your bed and head towards the bathroom.

As you stare at yourself in the mirror, your eyes can't help but look down towards the sink.

It's stained red... from last night.

You close your eyes and hold your wrist.

It seems that some of the cuts stopped bleeding.

The gauze is soaked with the color red, it pains you a bit to see that.

You reach under the sink and grab some new gauze.

As you take the old bandages off, you take a good long look at your arm.

'Ḻ̸̡̯̹̹̘͖͇͇̰͆͐̂̄̃͠͝͝ơ̶̡̞͕̓͊̅̂͛̋̓̈́̓̐̉̕̚̕ͅo̷̢͈͍͍͓͈̠̱̟̔̽́k̴̨͗̂̉̊̄͒̏͌̀͗̚ ̴̡̡̙̞͉̮̭̺̺̯̭̻͕͒ậ̴̋̽̐̓̓̽̍t̶̛̩̠͙̺̳̙̥͉̐̈́͐̓̅̉͋͋̂̍̏̌͗͘ ̴̧̏̆̊̀̃̔̈̌͆͐̒͘̚͝͝ẇ̷̗̖̜̱͕̥̙̹͇͎̳̬̘̐̊̑̒̋̈́̉̈́h̶̡̢͕̼͍̪͆̀̓̎̊̆̌̐́̊̚a̴̭̭̫̭͖͈̠̾ṱ̵̢̧̬̳̺͔̤̙̯̜̩̺̌̾͆̂̑̋͊͑̚͠ͅ ̶͖̻͉̭̱̦̱̮̗̦̺̯̣̥̂̊͋̓͌́̈́̋̈́̐͘y̷͚̮͍̰̝̖̠̺̦̞̝̠͚̞͆̅̑̀͝o̶̮̺̲̻̳͖͎͈̬͔͖͋̄̓̈́͌̎̈́̓̿̇͒̕͜͠ͅͅu̴͓̹͇͒̓̿͑́͋̈̄̄͝'̸̛̲̱̄͊̒͂́̋͋̕̚ṿ̵̢̪͈͖̙̩͎̓̒́̈͐̾ȩ̴̹͕̲͚̗͙̞̻͍̮͛̃̄̓̊̂͜͜ͅ ̵̡̢̙͇̥̦͇̱̞̪̹̠̟͋́̅̽̇͠d̷̢̛̠̝͆͒̄̎͂̈̏̑ỏ̷̡̩͒͑̎ṇ̵̢̮̳̜̼̻̪͕̂̍̆̈́̐͘̚͝͝ẻ̸̫̫̬̯̀̃̑̐̈́̑͗ ̵̨̝̜͔̼̗͙̼́̄ţ̸̼̯̪͓̼͇͇̤̦̳̪̤̓̒̾̈́̍̅̓̃̄͗͐̏̋̈́̚͜o̴̻̙̖̫͓͎̮̥̐̈̀́́̾̄͆̚͝͝͝ ̸͓̹̤͔̯̥̫̐̆͆͐̂̍̿̅̊̌ͅͅý̷̮̠͒̅̓̀̉͐̅̚͝͠͠ò̶̧̖̟̺̼̼̳̜̖̆ṳ̴̒̀̕ͅr̸̜̭̬̲̱̝̼͕̰̗̙͂͒̋̍̆̅̿̃̿͋͘͘͜͝s̷̤͍͕̹͙̠̙̗͙̻̬͑͛ȩ̸͎͓͍̱͔͆͌̽̔͌́ḻ̴͖̤̝̣̰̰͙͗͊̄̈́̾́̒̋f̴̛̛͔͚̱̭̑̐͗̊̃̕'

'N̶̨̢̥̯͉̳̺͕̖̠̥̻̯͓̤͈̞͇̼̗͚͚̮̭̭̽̉̄̏̓̃̈́͘͝ͅó̸̧̡̧̡̡̨̢̢͖͈͈̫͓̘̟̻̫̯̠̗̘̥̟̠̩̬͉̏͑̎̀̍͜ͅͅ ̵̡̧̖͙̻͓̤̮̹͍̯̮̗̭͇͕͚̖̫̱͍̻̿͆̾͊͊̈́̈́̓̐͊̇̐͗̈́̀̎̈̎̈́̕͘̕͜͜ͅͅǫ̶̢͇̜̬̪̮̮̩̟̻̱̼̳̲͓̼͖̩̘̝͉̞͍̪̭͔̦͉͓͓̘̲̹̜͔̪͉̯̠̾͗̄̆̐̈́͂͗̀͒̂̏̇̎́̒̓̓̔͆͆̀̌͂͛̅̇́̎͂͂̎̈́̾͊͒̚͘̚͝ͅn̶̡̠̠̺̪͎̰̫̜͉̫͖͍̮̜̪̬̿̓̄́̆̒͗̒̀͌͆͑͌̓̐͊͝͝͠ͅͅĕ̷̢̧̛͖̻̖̯̣͔̤͉͇̼̣̘͔̭̪̩͓͔̣̝̈́̏̍́̿̾̑̏́̅͝͝ͅͅ ̸̡̢̧̛̛̟̭̬͎͓̺̤̪̩͙̮͇̘̼̻̤̬͔̯̟̖͉̠̲͉͍̱̞̻͖̻̦̲̦͖̒̍́̑͘̚ͅw̵̨̨̡̧̨͎͙̜̞̯͓̮̳̖̩̜̣͔͈̘͇̪̞̼̹̗̭̻̺̰̺̞̦͙͎͈͑͜ỉ̸̧̢̨̢̘̮͔̖̳̠̳̯̯̰̼̞̹͖͙͈̫̖̼̙̥̝̳͖͙͇̯͛͐̈͌͋͘̕̚͜͜͜͠͝ḷ̵̨̧̡̡̡̢̛̲͉̫̳̤͔̥͔̼͓̪̥̪̗̫̯̠̬̖̞̲͉̫͚̹͖̭̌̐͑̀̍̒͛̆̃̀̊͛̍̇̈́͂̓͂͗̕͘̕͝ͅͅļ̷̨̲̩͛́̆͌̆́͌̈́̓̇̚̚͠͝ ̶̢̢̨̩̟͇͎̪̖̼̝͇̗͉̖͇̞̰̻̻͉̬̘̜̝̖̜̗̺̗̱͙̪͙̜͚͓̌͊͛͜͜ļ̵̧̡̢̗͔͍͚̦͔͍̮̞̳̜̜̱͈̟͔͓͕̼̜̻̫̪̱̝̻̦̦͉̪͇͍͔͆̊̋̾̉̅̓̒̋̂͋̈́̈́͆̄͛͋̈́̋̓̈͋̚͘̕͜͠o̸̧̘̭̦͖͉̹̗̬̗̱͔̰̻̪̝̳̭̣̻̤̥̿̅͂̄͂̋̉̽͐̉̋͋̌͒̀̈͐̓̾͋̚̕͘̕͜ṿ̵̧̡̧̯̪͇̙̙͍̠̬̮̯̼̯̦͇͚͖̖̱͇̮͕͖̙͓̜̝̮̠̮̺̀͌̑̎͑͌̿́̈́̓́͑̿͛̿͛͘͘͠ͅȩ̶̨̧̘͓̭̝̤͓̙̦̩͓͕̝̱̂̂͛̃̈́͐̄̄̈̿̽͂̇͗̇̂̒͊̀̔͋́̍́̀̆͛̚͘͝͠ ̵̡̨̦̭̻̮̬̣̝͉͚͈͍̗̥̙̺̬̀́̓̌̇͐̽́̓̔̒̅̐̋͑̚ỳ̴̧̧̧͍͕̮̳̖͈̩̩̬̳̲̙̫̹̦͚̲̜̹̻̘̦̮̦͔̠̖̲͓̖͈͚͍͈̪͍̀̔̋̈͐͋̍͒̊̐̔̂̀͛̈́͛͂̑͆́̓͗̋̑͋͌͛͛̈́͗̊̈́͒͋͝͝͠͠͝ǫ̶̛̛̯͈̼̟͙͕͔̦̪̗̙̮̲͙̝͙̯͋̃̆͗̓͋̊̈́̈̈́̓̑̂̽͐̎̎͊̀͝͝͠͝ͅǘ̸̢̧̢̺͍͍̪͍͇̱̩̟͍͓̙̭̥̣̼̣̦̥̖͎̣́̓̋̔͋̒̃̈̑̋̔́̈́̈́͗̓̀͑̾̌͋̊̽̿̐͌̕̕̕͘͠͠͝͠ͅ ̴̧̡̙͇̳̩̝̩͈͇̲̜̦͕̲̜̯͈̩̠̫̫̲̠͓̬̫͔͖̙͙̦̱̟̤͌͐̊̂̌̂̿͒͐̀̈́̏̌̾͂̂́͐͊̊̋̒̀̈́͑̈́͒̋́̈́͘̕̚͠ͅͅͅͅͅņ̷̡̡̗͎̳͔̖̯͚̲̜͍̲̳̗͕͚͔̭̰͍̯̤͉͚̜͓̰͍͔̺͂̔̈́͐̍̆͆ͅơ̶̜̦̣̮͈̭̭̭̦͍̋̄̓̆̏̆̇̌̊̊̈͆͂̿́̀́̍͆̈͂̾̈́͛̉͂̀́̾̿̀͊̈́͐̕͝w̵͔͓͙̳̜̱̟̙̙̞͂͑̿̈́͐͝͝'