I miss the shape of your lips, the way your face lit up at the sight of seeing me. The hugs that seemed suffocating but yet felt so good. The way your smile formed and the way the flame within you never faded or died.
The acceptance of who I was. The secrets and memories I embedded in you as I would a diary. Looking forward to seeing my favorite person. The way you made me blush as if it was the first time seeing you all over again.
The warmth I felt within but now it walked too.
The times we looked toward the future with each other. Watching you sit so elegantly.
Beautiful was an understatement because you were and also contained much more than that.
I hope you know that this is about you. I did take advantage of an angel in my life but also because I was too scared to get close to anyone. I wasn't a good person and you brought out my gentle side. You never deserved someone like me to walk in. I didn't want to hurt you more than I did already. If I could turn back the clock I would spend every hour of everyday redoing what I should have done correctly the first time around.
I do miss you
