His Good Side (John Seed x Reader)

In His Arms

This got deep.
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"U-uh.... yes please." You say in embarrassment as he just chuckled. "What am I going to s-sleep in though?" You ask as he raises an eyebrow.

"Nothing if you want" his smile has an eerie but attractive vibe to it.

"I prefer clothes, thanks though" You say smiling sweetly as he nods and gets a pair of pajama pants of his and a oversized white T-shirt for you to sleep in. As you smiled and took the clothes, he pointed to his bathroom that you may have already snooped in while he wasn't home.

"I think I'll change here. I'm cold and I don't trust myself in your bathroom." Leaving him puzzled as always.

As you turn around, you slip your shirt off and unbuckle your bra, or try to. You slip your pants on while you call for Johns help.

"Can you help me unbuckle this? It's a pain in my ass." You say as he blushes and walks over, carefully putting his hands on the straps, and unbuckling it, letting it fall to the ground.

As he was fighting with himself to not turn you around and stare at your breasts, he paced the floor, catching some side boob action.

As your black, lacy panties were shown he sort of lost it as you slipped the white T-shirt over your head.

"I don't need the pants-" you said as you turn around and as soon as you do your lips are attacked by Johns lips. You, waiting for his moment forever, kissed back. His hands gripping your hips, pushing you to the bed.

"I.... I want to but.... but I can't" He says as a mental war is waging in his head. He backs up just to come back right to you like a magnet. You moan as his hand hikes up your shirt above your breast.

"B-be gentle ok?" You say giving him soft doe eyes, sending him over edge.

His mouth latching onto one bud as his hand massages and pinches the other bud.

"I'm not gonna lie.... I have wanted to do this since I first saw your face.... but all I wanted then was to just fuck.... your so kind and sweet and innocent despite your sadistic side.... I can't control myself around you anymore. I don't want to fuck.... I want to make love with you." He says as you try to catch your breath, thrown off by his words a few tears fall down your face.

He leans up and immediately he's concerned.

"What's wrong love? Is everything alright? Did I hurt you?" His voice sounding so soft and gentle compared to his sadistic and usual voice.

"N-no.... no one has ever seemed to care about me as much as you do." You say as you wipe your tears away.

Fear instantly takes hold on John. What had he gotten himself into? After he killed Holly, he wasn't really ready for a relationship with someone... he loved that (y/n) cared.... but his doubt and self conscious self crept up on him.

'What if she's using me? What if she's faking it? What if this is all a dream? A fraud? A sick and cruel nightmare?'

"Listen.... deputy.... I really wanna be what you want me to be, or so you say, but I don't think you could handle me. I don't think I can continue this. I'm gonna to finish myself in the bathroom" He says as he gets up, knowing what he is doing is wrong.

She could tell he had doubts about her but damnit this was the game SHE was trapped in. She knew the endings, but maybe she could change that. He was all she wanted, call her crazy but she had never loved anyone the way she loved him.

(Switched it over to she instead of you, but I'm turning it back to you now)

"John.... please don't go... " your voice cracking as he could tell this was raw emotion emoting from your voice. "I'll do anything to be around you.... anything. Just don't discard me please. My story's a little crazy and you may not believe it but if you want to hear it you can."

"I would kill for you.... after all this is just a game right?"