July 26, 2018

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Worthless
Stupid
Fat
Whore
Ugly
Bitch
Slut
Dumb
Waste of space
Selfish
Liar
Hideous
Overweight
Overdramatic
Attention Whore

Just a few things I have thought about myself today.

Not even gonna try to explain anything but today sucks. Im depressed. Im suicidal. And damn. I really just wanna feel cool metal against my skin. I wanna carve those words into my skin but I would dissapoint everyone. Well I mean, I already have.

Dissapointment

Im in pain. Emotional and physical. So much fucking pain.

Fuck.

I have been clean from cutting for a few weeks now. But damn.... its so hard....

Shit.

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