P E T E R P A N

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I regret not being able to stan you earlier than I should...

not being able to stan you right from the start...

I regret those times I've got but still chose to ignore you

I regret not giving my attention to you

I could've been able to see you as 12

I could've been there, catching OT12 moments

I could've been in the same situation together with Elder EXO-Ls

I could've been there encouraging and supporting you even from afar

I could've been there cheering your names even when you are considered as SMENT's failure

I could've been there appreciating your talents and skills

I could've been your fan since MAMA ERA

I could've celebrated each award you received

I miss OT12

I miss being called as an EXOTIC

I miss seeing you having a full dozen set of family members

The laughters, hardships, tears and love. The brotherly love you all have

I may not be in Korea but I could've been there at the every moment you took a step forward even if I can only see you through the screen of cellphones and computer

You are my PETERPAN
And I'm just your TINKERBELL
Someday, I know that you'll find your very own WENDY

I already accepted the fact that the possibility of an idol and a fan to fall inlove with each other is not and will never be possible

Because

You Are PETERPAN

And

I'm Just Your TINKERBELL stucked in NEVERLAND

I know that time will come, you'll no longer be Peterpan in your world cause along with Wendy, reality will take over

I am aware that my existence as a fan exist but my existence as who I am that loves you will always be unknown

I am no match against WENDY

She's WENDY

Yours that is found in reality

While I'm TINKERBELL

Yours that is found in dream and fantasy

You're PETERPAN both in fantasy and reality

But I, as TINKERBELL will be left in NEVERLAND

And Her as WENDY will be with you in REAL LAND

Do find WENDY that will love you way better than I can do

A WENDY that will bring you to reality

A WENDY that will set you free from this crazy and dark world of idols

A WENDY that is made for you

Be happy cause it's the only thing we want

Don't mind us TINKERBELLS even if we oppose your decision and action

Always keep in mind that we'll always accept you

Time was what we only need to digest the happenings

It's your body and mind not ours

We've got no choice but to accept it all because being a fan, our duty is to support you guys at all cost even if it means hurting us

Your happiness will be our priority

You guys always makes us happy
So make sure to make time for yourselves to be happy

You've done so much just for our happiness

PETERPAN can't always stay in NEVERLAND

PETERPAN have to move to REALITY

Just remember that in NEVERLAND, there are MILLIONS OF EXO-LS WHO IS THERE TO SUPPORT AND LOVE YOU FROM AFAR... OUR EXO (PETERPAN)

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⏰ Last updated: Mar 28, 2019 ⏰

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