I regret not being able to stan you earlier than I should...
not being able to stan you right from the start...
I regret those times I've got but still chose to ignore you
I regret not giving my attention to you
I could've been able to see you as 12
I could've been there, catching OT12 moments
I could've been in the same situation together with Elder EXO-Ls
I could've been there encouraging and supporting you even from afar
I could've been there cheering your names even when you are considered as SMENT's failure
I could've been there appreciating your talents and skills
I could've been your fan since MAMA ERA
I could've celebrated each award you received
I miss OT12
I miss being called as an EXOTIC
I miss seeing you having a full dozen set of family members
The laughters, hardships, tears and love. The brotherly love you all have
I may not be in Korea but I could've been there at the every moment you took a step forward even if I can only see you through the screen of cellphones and computer
You are my PETERPAN
And I'm just your TINKERBELL
Someday, I know that you'll find your very own WENDYI already accepted the fact that the possibility of an idol and a fan to fall inlove with each other is not and will never be possible
Because
You Are PETERPAN
And
I'm Just Your TINKERBELL stucked in NEVERLAND
I know that time will come, you'll no longer be Peterpan in your world cause along with Wendy, reality will take over
I am aware that my existence as a fan exist but my existence as who I am that loves you will always be unknown
I am no match against WENDY
She's WENDY
Yours that is found in reality
While I'm TINKERBELL
Yours that is found in dream and fantasy
You're PETERPAN both in fantasy and reality
But I, as TINKERBELL will be left in NEVERLAND
And Her as WENDY will be with you in REAL LAND
Do find WENDY that will love you way better than I can do
A WENDY that will bring you to reality
A WENDY that will set you free from this crazy and dark world of idols
A WENDY that is made for you
Be happy cause it's the only thing we want
Don't mind us TINKERBELLS even if we oppose your decision and action
Always keep in mind that we'll always accept you
Time was what we only need to digest the happenings
It's your body and mind not ours
We've got no choice but to accept it all because being a fan, our duty is to support you guys at all cost even if it means hurting us
Your happiness will be our priority
You guys always makes us happy
So make sure to make time for yourselves to be happyYou've done so much just for our happiness
PETERPAN can't always stay in NEVERLAND
PETERPAN have to move to REALITY
Just remember that in NEVERLAND, there are MILLIONS OF EXO-LS WHO IS THERE TO SUPPORT AND LOVE YOU FROM AFAR... OUR EXO (PETERPAN)
YOU ARE READING
Tinkerbell
PoetryA fan's Confession Diary So uh if you guys want... I can make some confessions about being a fangirl through the title of the song😄 Feel free to approach or message me on the comment section 감사함니다