Speechless ,Emotionless , Empty a shattered heart that I'm left to hold
Who knew you would be so cold
As though the lies u made seem so perfect turned into nothing but fairy tales
Your loose lips let out Words that meant nothing nothing at all
So u choose to be like the rest and leave me here like a street light which u only use at night when it's those hours
You kno these hours so well these are the hours u use to commit your sins
The hours u use to pry and pursuade me to believe it's love but when morning comes I realize it was only lust
And to think I could be so weak as to choose u over sleep
Wen in reality I just don't want to face loneliness that seeks me
Asking y I continue prolonging this
Then I remember by night u care only when its beneficial to u
But by morning I end up being your fool why was I never enough
Forced to wake up to nothing
Cryin on the floor
Now left all on my own
I shoulda took back my love but didn't wanna hurt u
Silly me for sparing your feelings when u never gave a fuck about mine
All the pain and suffering you put me thru and for wat to finally tell me I'm not worth it
Here I lie in the shattered pieces that once were my heart
Here I lay like the rug u continue to walk over daily damn
You've made it clear that I truly mean nothing, that no matter how hard I try I will never be worthy that I am not enough for u that my heart was none other than a waste to u. So
Tell me y am I not enough.
Tear after tear
Lie after lie
Scream after scream
Fight after fight
You play my heart as if it's a puppet
I would be slightly cruel if I called u puppet master
Not cruel to you but to myself
When not a doubt in my mind wants to stop me from drowning which only brings me back to the only thing standing in my way why was I never enough
