1- The Day It All Started

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Warning: Self-Harm, Suicidal Thoughts

You are now Eridan Ampora

I stayed silent as they threw punches and names at my face. 

You're weak as a grub

One of them would yell at me. 

You're not even worthy to be a sea dweller! 

The other would add on... and that everyday for the past two years.

I haven't told anyone about me being bullied, people would in fact ask me how I got the bruises on my face... but I used excuses like I fell down the stairs or I dropped things on my face by accident... but I've had enough. 

Coming home every evening and having to treat wounds after putting down a small Swiss Army knife. Crying myself to sleep at nights and having nightmares wake me up at midnight. 

I was sick of living this on a daily basis and it didn't help that Cronus was out of the house for another month. 

Then... March 15th came around...

That day, I tried something... 

Something that would be thought insane to other trolls and humans... 

...

I tried to break my horns off.... 

...

I didn't succeed, only leaving a crack in my left horn which hurt a shit ton.  I covered it up loosely  with a bandage. 

That night, I decided to end it.

I walked up to the calendar on my wall and circled the day with a red marker. 

March 21st "the day I die".

- -> Be the kid that likes computers

Situation: The past two months, your kismesis has been mostly ignoring you and didn't even lift a punch at you. It became worrying and you decided to ask Ampora what's wrong with him.

You are now Sollux. Sollux Captor.

This has been going on for two months now!

 What the heck is wrong with that fishdick!

My blood is boiling as I stomp out of the Education Prison (aka High School) and search around for the sea dweller until my eyes land on him exiting the courtyard of the building. 

I run after the high blood and eventually catch up to him putting my hand on his shoulder to stop him. 

"Oii! Eriidan!" 

He seemed to tense up right after I touched him and slowly turned with terrified eyes. 

"O-oh its just you S-sol.." he said quietly looking down and relaxing a bit, giving me a slight smile. 

I looked at his state, which was not the best. 

Purple bags were under his eyes and his left horn had a bandage on it, wonder what happened... 

His skin was more pale than ever and he was slightly shaking. 

Something was definitely off. I softly grabbed his arm and sarted guiding him.

"II'm takiing you to my hou2e. Come on." 

He surprisingly didn't protest and let me practically drag him until we got to my house. I let out a relieved sigh as I relaised Mituna wasn't there. Probably with Latula somewhere. 

I brought the Ampora to the couch and made him sit down as i went and got him a glass of water and sat down next to him. 

"What ii2 happeniing to you fii2h-diick?" 

I questioned as he took a sip of the water before putting it on the coffee table in front of him, not lifting his head up.

- -> Be the Fii2h-diick 

"What ii2 happeniing to you fii2h-diick?" 

I stayed looking at the floor in front of me. Should I tell him? What if he doesnt believe me? What if he does the same thing to me as they do? What if h- 

"Eriidan!" I felt a tap on my shoulder and looked up at the mustard blood looking at me with a worried expression. 

I stayed silent for a moment before opening my mouth saying quietly, in merely an audible whisper. 

"I-I'vve been bullied for twwo y-years noww... I-I'vve nevver told anyone and I tried some things and-" 

I  didn't finish my sentence and instead I looked away from Sollux as tears came down my face... 

I'm so fucking weak. 

Suddenly, warmth surrounded me. I realized that the troll that I hated the most had his arms around me tightly. 

The Sollux Captor was hugging me

I sat there dumbfounded as he had me in his arms. 

"S-Sol..?" 

He seemed to snap out of his 'moment' and finally stopped hugging me. 

"2orry, thought you needed iit..." He looked at me, a bit awkwardly. 

"2o...What happened to your left horn?" 

I looked down ashamed. 

"I... triedtobreakmyhornsandImayhavecrackedmyleftone" 

"YOU WHAT?!" 

His tone got louder, making me flinch, he got up from the couch and was now glaring down at me. 

Anger and confusion were in his eyes. I started shaking again backing away from him a bit. 

"L-look S-Sol, im s-sorry, okay?" 

Such a scaredy cat, I am.

I looked down and brought up my knees to hug them tightly. 

I really didn't wwant to make him feel wworry for me...

 "Why didn't you tell anyone about iit?" 

His voice was filled with concern as he softly sat back down next to me. 

I stayed silent as tears came streaming down my cheeks, and Sollux seemed to notice since he got up and exited the room for a while.

"Eriidan, take the bandage off your horn."

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Hi Guys, Chaos here. How are you guys? I hope you're doing good. Well i hope you enjoyed the first chapter of "II'll make you 2tronger". 

*Comments, Insults, Critiques, are all welcome.*

 Love you all <3 


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