Lauren and Camila had like each other for a while. And when things kicked off, they knew they were inseparable. *SOME BITS ARE VERY SMUTTY. PRE-WARNING*
These past days have been weird for me and Camila. I just can't seem to keep myself away from her. It's hard. She's one of my best friends and the fact I've had a huge crush on her since i was sixteen is insane. I never really had the guts to tell her, the thought of telling her horrified me. What if she doesn't like me back?
We are both out, I'm gay and so is she. I just can't stop thinking of her soft lips, and big dark brown orbs, and her perfect body... Lauren! Stop! She's your best friend. I looked at the clock wondering if i had anytime to text her. I'm late for school, I'll see her there anyways. Contain yourself Lauren.
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"Hey Lauren!!" I saw all of my friends wave me over. Normani, Dinah and Ally were stood waiting. I looked a little confused as to where Camila was. "Guys, where's Camz?" I looked around, quite disappointed as I couldn't find her. The girls looked at each other noticing I looked worried. I realised and snapped out of it, trying not to think about the brunette.
"She's handing in her VERY late homework, she'll be back, why?" Dinah nudged my shoulder bringing me back from my thoughts. 'Thank god' I thought. "No, I was just wondering" I flipped my hair back noticing Camila walking over. My mouth went dry. She wore a plain white T-shirt and some blue jeans and small white heals. Her hair was down neatly straightened. God I want her so bad.
"Hey Lolo" she seemed a little nervous for some reason. "Hey Camz" I pull her in for a hug and feel her jolt jolt a little. She stares at me as I pull away, then carries on talking to the girls. Is she okay? I hit myself mentally. Stop Lauren. She's a friend.
As we all headed to class, I felt a hand grab one to my arm before I walked into class. I turned around confused, to Camila who was grinning. "Sorry, i just, erm... wanted to uhhh ask, do y-you wanna come over mine l-later? My parents aren't like erm home... and I d-dont want to be l-lonely" why was she stuttering so much? My heart began pounding out of my chest. She's my best friend, I know her inside out, I never knew her to be nervous... "Sure Camz! Hey, are you okay?" I handle hiding my feelings most times around her. I ignore my heart beating and my mouth becoming dry. "Yeah, yeah. Sorry, just a rough morning" she seemed awfully shy today. "Okay, I'll see you later? Have fun Camz" I pull her in for a hug to reassure her. I don't know what for but, she seemed off and I want to help her, obviously. I feel her latch onto me a little longer. As much as I loved the feeling of her against me, I have to go to class.
I couldn't stop thinking about her, all lesson. God damn I wanted her so bad. Not just for sex either, as hot as she is I want to show her how much I appreciate her... she deserved it. She had gotten some hate when she came out, and we were all there for her to pick her up. But I just can't feel the same as I used to with her, it's... different.
As soon as I got out of class, where I learnt nothing but instead analysed how the small brunette was acting. I waited for her and Dinah outside their class for lunch. I only had two classes today, and the first was a two hour lecture about some poems for a English exam. "Hey Dj!" I screamed as I made Dinah jump. "Holly shit Lauren! You ass!" She pushed me and giggled.
Camila came out after her. As I stared, she noticed and grinned, I couldn't stop. Neither could she. "Lauren, Lauren... LAUREN!" Dinah screamed in my ear, I turned to Dinah and so did Camila, both realising we were staring. "Come on I'm hungry you guys, and Mani is waiting for us" I look at Camila who looked down playing with her hands hiding a small grin. I head to the canteen next Dinah and Camila following.
We met up with the gang and head to the table. Mani, Dinah and Ally sat on one side as me and Camila sat on the other. I felt my hands start to shake slightly. "So, how was class? Did any of you learn today?" I grin at the others to pick up conversation. Camila stayed silent. I look over and caught her staring, she quickly looked down at her food. "I learnt about frogs" said Ally as the girls burst out laughing, even Camila let out a little giggle. I couldn't help but stare at her little smile. There was something up with her, I just couldn't tell what it was.
As we spoke on, Camila finally interrupted. "I'm just going to go to the toilet, I'll be back, stay here" she rushed up and speed walked over to the toilets with her hair covering her face slightly. "What's up with her?" Normani looked at Dinah confused. "Nothing, she's had at rough morning. She's okay" She said looking at me, noticing I seemed worried. And I was, I couldn't stand seeing her like this.
As the day went on, I remembered Camila had invited me to her house earlier on. I had been to her house hundreds of times. We're 18 and I still go over to hers most nights. It was the best. Just recently she's been nervous, and kept pretty distant. Does she hate me?
As last class finishes I wait for Camila, who was sat with Ally and Dinah giggling, packing their things. Ally and Dinah walk out of class. "See ya Lo." Ally tapped my shoulder as I wave her goodbye. "Hey, Lauren come here. I need to take to you quick" Dinah gestured me to come over just down the hall. "Camila, she has been thinking a lot lately and just tonight make sure you comfort her" I looked at Dinah confused, she knew how I felt for her, only her and my other best friend, Mani knew. "Trust me on this Lauser" she waved and walked away looking back winking at me. I saw Camila walk out as I walked up towards them. Dinah hugged her goodbye, and I felt a little jealous but it's her best friend. What's going on?
"Hey Lauren. Sorry about earlier, Dinah said you seemed worried? And I texted you a picture you wanted a wile ago as I'll was bored as he'll in class. It reminded me of how much fun we have together, and how much I've missed you coming over, so I thought you needed to come over" she giggled and flipped her hair back, I couldn't help but smile at her adorableness.
As we walked to her house, she had calmed down a little and seemed a lot more confident. What was up with her? "What have you got planned tonight?" I turned to her smiling and smoothly hooking my arm over her shoulders. She blushed and tilted her head down and flicked her hair on the other side so she could see me. "Well, I was thinking we could stay in and catch up on some Netflix? And maybe have a little disco of our own. My parents are out for the weekend so we have the house to our self's" she moves her hand and slaps my butt playfully. My breath hitched in my throat and my mouth went dry. She knew how to wind me up, even though she didn't realise she was. She smirked realising what she had done. Maybe the feeling IS mutual.
I heard a ping from my phone. "Oh,that's probably the picture. I only just got Internet so it probably just sent" she smiled opening her door. As I got in I checked my phone to see what it was, and it was the photo. We had a little get together with our old choir, and had a party. She sure was teasing that night. But we are friends, no more. As much as I hope to be, we're not. ---------- Camz❤ Look what I found Lolo!! You look so good in this❤
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We sure did have fun that night. I grinned at the picture, with memories from the night filling my head. __________________________________________________ I'm releasing a few parts at at time:) this is kind of my first proper story. HOPE YOU ENJOY.
