The Love Lost Within

YEAH!

Faith POV

Jacob left out of town on business and idk when he'll be back, as much as I can't stand the idea of him being back in the game I have to support him. I just wish that he was here with me, I sent the kids over to his aunt's house because she barely gets to see him. It's Monday and I got the house to myself, sounds like Netflix is a good idea to me. Tyler told me about this movie called ROOM and I figured it would be perfect to watch. Night's like this I wish it could be me and Jacob just chilling but I guess that won't be happening tonight. This movie is sad I couldn't imagine that happening to anyone, I wouldn't wish that on my worst enemy.

Jacob POV

In gonna surprise Faith tonight, she things that I'm out on business but I finished all that and decided to head home to my wife, but on the way there I drove past a jewelry store and boom I seen a nice set for Faith so I decided to walk in and get it for her just to show her how much I appreciate her and how much she means to me. I know how much she loves jewelry so why not get it for her and on top of that I haven't spoiled my baby in a long time so to make tonight special I'm gonna get her some roses, a teddy bear, and some red velvet cake just because I want her to know that I see the stuff that she's doing for me and I barely get to acknowledge the things she do and when I get home she won't be expecting this which is the best part about surprises. I turned on 98.3 and In those Jeans by  Ginuwine came on so now I'm in the romantic state of mind and speeding home to my baby.

Faith POV

It was 10:45 pm and I was still at home on the couch watching Girl's Trip man when I say that is a movie that me and Tyler need  to watch together, that movie is funny. I had the television turned all the way up and then suddenly I smelled his scent and got up just in time to see Jacob standing behind me. "Hey Jay what are you doing here so early?" I asked blushing "I just came to surprise me baby" he said "Awww that's so sweet, so how did it go?" I asked "It went great, but I don't want to talk about business right now, so can you please close your eyes and follow me to the kitchen" he said smiling "But if I close my eyes then I can't walk" I said sarcastically he laughed "Good thing I brought this" he said pulling out a blindfold I was curious as to what he had up his sleeve "Jay what could you possibly have up your sleeve tonight?" I asked curiously "Let me show you". Once he took the blindfold off my face I instantly dropped my jaw "What is this for?" I asked ""Well I noticed that you have been showing me that you are here for me and I never really take the time to acknowledge that or even say thank you, so this is just a firm if appreciation for everything you've done for me, I mean you could have called quits on me so many times but you never left my side and I know that you never will" he said. Honestly I just feel so amazed like Jacob really doesn't do that mushy gushy stuff very often, he only did it when he proposed to me and when he got me this necklace that I love so much. "Jay, in all the years of being married to you I have never really heard you pour your hear out to me like that, and of course I will always be here for you because you're my husband and we will always be together til death times that" I said. He looked me deep into my eyes and said "You mean so much to me and I don't ever want to lose you". All I could do was just hold my heart and just enjoy the moment.

Tyler's POV

I feel like Tony is drifting away from me, I love my chocolate king to death and I can't bare the thought of losing him. He's a great father and he treats me well but lately he's been a little distant from me it's like he comes home and goes straight to the man cave is it me? Am I losing my touch? Did I say something to him? Is he seeing someone else? Am I good enough? I would ask him but I fear that he will say something that'll scare me and then we'll drift apart, well fuck my thoughts communication is key and whatever it is he'll have to tell me I'm sure we can get through it together and I hope we do because I'm pregnant and I haven't told anyone. I need to find a way to get my man back I need him to hold me and tell me he loves me. I boosted up enough confidence and walked down to the man cave. "Hey Tony, can we talk?" I asked sincerely "Yeah baby we can talk" he said in a cracked voice "Babe I don't want to seem like I'm nagging you or anything, but what's going on babe, it's like I'm losing you I come home and cook you your favorite meal and you say you aren't hungry, I offer you a massage and you turn it down which you never do, so tell me what's happened, am I losing you, did I do something wrong, what can I do to fix it?" I asked curiously "Bae, you are perfect it's just that.....well me and Jacob got laid off and we back in the game" he said "AND you didn't tell me because, what you think that I'm not down to ride on that route well guess again okay, I been down that route before so if you think I can't hold out then guess again because I'm a down ass bitch all I need is for you to tell me wassup and start communicating with me" I said "Ty, come here" he said grabbing my arm "What Tony" I said agitated "Come on bae, don't be mad, I just didn't know how to tell you I just wanted to find the right time to tell you" he said looking me in my eyes "Okay Tony that's understandable, but seriously, you know what I'm all about, ima always keep shit a hunnid with you and I just want you to do the same for me" I said "Okay bae damn, we back on good terms or what" he said licking his lips and rubbing his hands "Tony before you think you getting anything from me tonight, I'm just gone tell you that I'm pregnant" I said "Why you ain't tell me?" He said changing looks "Well because yo mark ass has been distant from me, I was scared to tell everyone because I figured that you all were being mad at each other but clearly I've been missing out" I said "Well all I'ma say is I hope it's a little girl just because I think a mini you will change you" he said. And we ended the night with him holding me and telling me that he lived me.

Faith POV

The night with Jacob was perfect, he fed me red velvet cake, he gave me a teddy bear, a lovely Jewelry set, some roses, and he gave me a lovely full body massage. "Bae tonight was amazing" I said smiling "Well, I feel like I barely get to pay attention to you, and just know that you will get one of those massages every week just because I know that you be on your feet a lot and I don't need you to be so tense" he said "I appreciate that, so what about your massages?" I asked "Bae, you have given me so many massages, you don't have to worry about massaging my back unless I ask you for one, which is rare" he said "You foreal?" I asked "I don't say things I don't mean baby girl" he said smiling and licking his lips. Well let's just say I had a fee rounds before I ended up tapping out....if you get my drift.

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*Special shout out to my boyfriend (I kinda stole most of his sayings)

*And shout out to my friends for helping me with ideas

*Also tune in on She's searching for love by loving_missy