i'm drowning, not in water but alive. i'm drowning alive. i'm living in so much pain and sadness. it feels like i'm trying to swim my up from the ocean of my sadness but it's impossible, it's impossible for me to come back up alive. i'm stuck here, slowly falling down to the bottomless pit of nothing, slowly falling down to where no one wants to go. i'm running out of air, i'm running out of hope. i might as well give up, i might as well die. i mean no one is going to help me, who would? who would want to help save someone who wants to die? who would want to save someone who as scars all over their body? who would want to save someone who everyone hates? who would want to save someone who's already pretty much dead?
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Fanfiction: he was about to jump but why did he stop? : he was about to die but why did he live? : he was about to succeed but why did he fail? why did all of this happen? : First book of "Suffering" series