yellow. ¦ personal?

why yellow means so much to me.

yellow is a color that comes to me alot.

yellow pops up everywhere in my life.

yellow is the color of my anxiety and fear.

i, personally, am a very easily spooked and jumpy person.

so, you'd guess i, a person who's jumpy and scared of people in general, would have alot of anxieties.

in that, you'd be correct.

ill say it, im a bit of a coward.

im scared of alot.

im not the bravest around.

but there's this thing, about me.

about me, and the color yellow.

it comforts me.

the color itself is one of my favorites.

i know, there's one person going "well, if it's your favorite color, why don't you associate it with happy things instead of anxiety and fear?" so this is for you.

i can't.

i don't have any control over it.

there's nothing i can do to change how my brain operates what color is what emotion.

or what person's flavor is what.

anyways, that's why yellow means alot to me.

thats why this is titled yellow.

ill come back and write again sometime, maybe go into more depth of how i know what colors are what emotion if anyone is interested.

yeah.

bye ♡