It's been a week since i've felt this.. i don't know how to call it and i don't know how to deal with it.. JEALOUSY.. A feeling that always make me down.. 4 years ago, I met her before when she had a 4 year boyfriend and i said it's okay.. i'm not jealous.. We started dating, that she came up to the decision to chose me rather than his boyfriend. I don't know how to react or to say but somehow it made me happy..
Now, we've been together for almost 4 years.. And to tell you.. i am now afraid of losing her.. i'm afraid that one day there would be another guy that will fling unto her.. that one day she came up to choose again to whom she deserves..
I don't wanna lose her.. i don't wanna let her go.. i don't want to feel this thing JEALOUSY.. coz i know someday, i would regret it..
