Hamilton x reader shizzle stuff

Nightmare (John x reader)

{Authors note}
So basically what this is supposed to be, it's supposed to be like a test to see if I people will actually read what I write so enjoy I guess, feel free to listen to my edgy music, also the ending is based off me and my friend's roleplay because I liked it (ps. If I end up continuing this, Alexander x reader be next)

AU: Modern (au stands for alternate universe for those who don't know)

'I wonder...' (Y/N) thought as she fell in and out of reality 'if he cared as much as he said he did...' her head hurt and she could smell the metallic smell of her red blood, her and her boyfriend had gotten into a really bad fight only a few minutes prier to her laying on the floor with him hunched over her as he cried his tears falling on to her face and said things like you'll be ok and I'm so sorry
{Flashback}
"Why were you out so late?" (Y/N) asked her boyfriend as he closed the door and locked it "Me and the guys were just out jeez" he said annoyed "s-sorry for asking.." (Y/N) said quietly finishing washing the dishes and starting to put them away "Why can't you be more like (Y/S/N)?" He asked "w-what?" She asked "you heard me, why can't you be more like (Y/S/N)? She never asked stupid questions like you and she listened" he said, (Y/N) started to feel sick "maybe I should just dump you and get back with her and maybe she'll even fuck me" he said, "Why don't you ever fuck me? Not like I'm going to hurt you" he said annoyed and a bit angry "i-I'm just n-not r-ready for t-that type of t-thing.." she said quietly "your never ready for anything! God it's so annoying!! You never wanna do anything with me anymore either!!" He yelled at her causing her to flinch a bit "i-I'm sorry..." she said looking down "do say anything else but I'm sorry?!" He asked/yelled at her, she was on the verge of tears she didn't like that he was yelling at her, it scared her "sit down" he said, she listened and sat down as he walked to their shared room grabbing one of Nabi's big rocks from her rock collection coming back and throwing the rock directly at her head, she screamed out in pain as she fell over, upon realizing what he did her boyfriend ran over to her side first calling 911 then calling her sister (Y/S/N) "YOU IDIOT! JOHN I SWEAR TO GOD IF NABI DOESN'T SURVIVE YOU'LL BE JOINING HER!" (Y/S/N) screamed at him as she hung up and started rushing to get over to their home, as he put his phone down and started crying wishing he didn't do that because now the girl he was going to propose to might die
{End of flashback}
Now this leaves us in the present, (Y/N)'s eyes were starting to close as sleep seemed like the best thing in the world, John noticed this and begun to panic even more "No no no!...please I need you to stay awake!" He said more tears falling, (Y/N) smiled a sad and tired smile, "don't cry....when I'm gone, you can be with (Y/S/N) and be happy" (Y/N) said and continued to smile "I can't be happy with (Y/S/N), your the one who makes me happy..." he said tears still falling, he only closed his eyes for a second but upon opening them, (Y/N) had her eyes closed the smile still on her face "kitten, wake up please, their almost here" he said but got no response "(Y/N)...?" He began repeating her name over and over as if it was going to bring her back but....

It was too late

She's gone

She's d e a d

And it's all your f a u l t
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John sat up quickly tears rapidly falling down his face as he searched for the room for his little kitten, when he saw her he immediately embraced her from behind and was quietly crying and whispering "I love you..." this caused (Y/N) to wake up and of course she felt the tears "Turtle....? What are you doing awake...? What happened...?" She asked tiredly and confused "nightmare...please don't ever leave me...im going to change I promise you..." he said quietly still crying a bit, somehow (Y/N) managed to turn her body so her front was facing John as she gave him a little peck on his lips "I promise I won't ever leave you" she said and gave him another kiss, he tiredly smiled and kissed back, they kissed each other lovingly then John pulled away so they could both have a weird thing called air, "you should go back to sleep, sorry for waking you kitten" John smiled tiredly again "it's oki Turtle, I love you" (Y/N) said also tiredly smiling "I love you too my sweet kitten" he said as he watched her slowly drift off into sleep and soon following her.