unity between life and death; a collection of poems

unity

!!!! A/N VERY IMPORTANT !!!!: PLEASE be VERY careful when reading these, a lot of these are depressing and some of them are/can be triggering and  i don't want anyone to get hurt. This is hear so I can creatively release and so others who feel similarly can relate and maybe it will help them in some way as well.

dizzy

the waters below call to me,
they want to comfort me in their embrace
the dizziness won't stop
heights are my worst enemy
the dizziness won't stop
jump, jump, jump, jump
come on and jump
the dizziness wont stop
it wont hurt
we just want to get better acquainted
the dizziness wont stop
please make it stop
everyone wants you to
everyone wants to meet you
join us, join us, join us, join us
the dizziness wont stop
wont you please join us?
why wont it stop?
please stop
theres only one way to make it stop
so i take the risk and i jump
hello new friends

cancer

its not always just a zodiac sign
its never a joke
it always fucking hurts
why?
the research is focused in the wrong places
is the government lying to us?
is the government hiding something from us?
why?
big brother tell me why
is it your best friend capitalism?
are you secretly more sick and twisted than i imagined?
what are you hiding from me?
from all of us?
end this madness
end this pain
end this suffering
end this death

sandmann

"let me sleep till i die,"
"cant you see your children lined up?"
"prisoners of fate,"
"ah le loo, someones got their eye on you,"
"please put out the light,"
"the truth is a big scam,"
"cant you see your children hate us?"
"sprinkle stardust into my eyes,"
"everyone's the same,"
"you're worthless too,"
"sandmann standing by my side,"
"children screaming their lungs out every night,"
oomph!

nicotine

you got me itchin' for your nicotine
beggin' for your nicotine
on my knees for your nicotine
your nicotine
is both figurative and literal
all at once
i need your nicotine
i cant live with out it
and thats not necessarily a bad thing
im addicted to your nicotine
im addicted to your nicotine
im addicted to your nicotine
im addicted to your nicotine
im addicted to your nicotine
im addicted to your nicotine
im addicted to your nicotine
im addicted to you-

remedy

"Hey man, where'd you go today?
Did you find some place to stay?
Far, far, far away, yeah
Hey man, there you go again
On your own again
You're breaking hearts again, yeah

Alright, okay
Do you hear what I got to say?
Do you hear what I got to say?
I'm searching for a remedy
Alright, okay
Do you hear what I got to say?

Do you hear what I got to say?
I'm searching for a remedy

Hey man, everywhere you roam
You demons come and go
But at least you're not alone, yeah
Hey man, you're hanging by a thread
You're standing at the edge
It's one more to take my hand

Alright, okay
Do you hear what I got to say?
Do you hear what I got to say?
I'm searching for a remedy
Alright, okay
Do you hear what I got to say?
Do you hear what I got to say?
I'm searching for a remedy
I'm searching for a remedy
I'm searching for a remedy