Tears That Masks Up My Smile
(Warning: Depressing themes)
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These tears makes my mask for my smile. No one shall know what's lying underneath my smile. I can hardly stand it anymore, o feel the same yet inside I feel like Im truly dying.
My emotions lack everything and always revolt against me and my thoughts. I feel like I have went insane but still sane in the outside.
No one can see in the inside of my heart, I feel so fake and I am lying to myself. My head spins around as I feel hot tears pour out of my baggy eyes.
I looked up to the sky and screamed out my lungs with a big smile that frightens my nightmare. “I am tired, when can I rest?” A quiet still voice echoed.
‘Your time isn't up yet, child.” I exhaled before screaming out my lungs to the world. The mask is falling off, I feel it chipping away with each tear I shed.
My eyes are watering but yet they burn like fire. Is this tears or are they wounds in me. I can't even stand looking at myself. Have I really wasted it all from my tears?
All around me I feel the wildfjre rise as the cool wind cools my fury. My knees felt weak as these unbearable tears kept shedding down my face. “When will it be time for me to go home?”
Nothing from the wind spoke, everything fell silent and the world darken around me.
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