Toss and Turns

I's almost 12:00 in my clock and I am still up,

I've toss and turn for a hundred times but it is still not enough,

not enough to feel the warmth of your arms tonight,

not enough to be at your side while holding you tight.

I've toss and hugged the pillow that you gave me,

I remember everything exactly,

you said : "you hug this pillow whenever you miss me",

It still in my heart and mind playing repeatedly.

I've turned, there he is, our baby "kornii",

I saw the teddy bear that you gave smiling at me.

I've hold him and a tear just fell in my cheeks,

I suddenly miss your goodnight gentle kiss.

Yes, I know I was the one who said goodbye,

And now, ironically, I was the one to cry.

This night has brought everyhting back to me,

Everything that we were are just now..... "a memory".

Your smile that can take every pain in me away,

Your voice that is making my low times gay,

Your touch that relaxes every part of me,

And your caress that seems making me do everything freely.

now I toss and turn and look for you,

I really still can't believe that we are already through.

can't belive the night that we said our goodbyes,

can't believe you're not here anymore at my side.

I wish I can just click these keys CTRL + Z,

and just get back to those times that we're happy.

Are you here? can you hear me..?

Come back to me please! I'm really, really sorry.