Seungmin: hi
Seungmin: are you awake?
Hyunjin: ooh, look who's texting first|
Hyunjin: ooh, look wh|
Hyunjin: of course, what's up?
Seungmin: can i rant to you?
Hyunjin: of course
Seungmin: i can't do it
Seungmin: i can't be an idol, i'm not cut out for it
Hyunjin: what do you mean?
Seungmin: it's too much stress. i can't take it. i feel like i'm trapped in a tiny room with my oxygen slowly trickling out, and i'm suffocating
Seungmin: even the fans don't like me, i'm probably the most forgotten member
Seungmin: i'm not even fucking talented, why the fuck was i casted?
Hyunjin: okay back the fuck up
Hyunjin: you are so fucking talented
Hyunjin: god i wish i could sing as well as you do. when you sing, nothing else matters to me. your voice is liquid gold and you're the only thing i can see. everything becomes a blur, because in that moment, all i care about is you
Hyunjin: you're so dedicated and committed. don't think none of us noticed you not coming back to the dorms until the following morning after every practice session
Hyunjin: and you're such an amazing dancer, like holy fuck i don't think you realise how amazing you are. it shocks me to realise how far you've come
Hyunjin: plus, even if somehow you weren't talented (which you fucking are), you could get casted purely off of your looks. you're so fucking stunning, i have to pinch myself looking at you sometimes to make sure you're actually real
Hyunjin: you are immensely talented and so goddamn gorgeous. that's why you got casted, seungmin
Seungmin: hyunjin
Hyunjin: i know what you mean about feeling like you're suffocating, i get it too. it's just so overwhelming, but i promise you, if you ever get like that, you let me know. you can vent to me, we can go out and do something, anything you want, because you don't deserve to feel like that
Seungmin: hyunjin
Hyunjin: and the fans don't forget about you, i can promise you that. they support you, think you're amazingly talented and funny, and they love you
Hyunjin: not as much as i do though
Seungmin: hyunjin
Hyunjin: yeah?
Seungmin: thank you
Seungmin: so much
Hyunjin; no problem
Hyunjin: you don't deserve to feel like that
Seungmin: ummm
Seungmin: can i take you up on that offer to do anything i want?
Hyunjin: sure sweetheart, anything
Seungmin: can you come to my room and cuddle with me?
Hyunjin: ASKKSJXJDJSJXN|
Hyunjin: ASKKSJX|
Hyunjin: ASKK|
Hyunjin: sure i'll be there in 5
Seungmin: okay
Seungmin: thank you
Seungmin: i love you|
Seungmin: i lo|
Seungmin: i really appreciate it :)
Hyunjin: anything for you, minnie
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A.N
woohooo the angst is here!!!!
i've been in a rlly angsty mood lately, so i decided to get it out by writing :)
don't worry, next chapter will be back to fluffy cutesy seungjin
hope you enjoyed, see u next time !!!!
